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Wednesday, August 23, 2006


*hugs* ^^ Thanks for the comments, though few, I loved them (like usual). *hugs again* Not too many comments about my poem...but the ones that I did get were very nice. Thanks!! I'm glad that I got my point across about the whole doll thing. *laugh* Any criticism/ways to make it better are greatly appreciated!!! Yay, Ayumi-chan! ^^ I'm glad that you always like them and even to the point that you save them! *hugs* I never thought anyone would like my writing like that. ^^; And thanks for the award/banner!!!!!! I put it up on the marquee with the others! Thanks again, Ayumi-chan! midnight shadow, yeah, I sorta got the part about the "ringlets" from my hair. ^^; my mom always says that I have "ringlets"...and she wanted me to make sure I showed them off in the pic. ^^; I had my hair in a braid though (brought to the front to "show it off")...so I'm not so sure how my "ringlets" look. *laugh* But thanks for taking notice to that! If the dollie poem was really based soley off me though, then it would have green eyes instead of blue. *nods* The person holding the doll is more like me...lonely...

I have always been one to love stuffed animals. Even today, if I see a cute one...I ask my mom to get it. ^^; My favorite stuff animal is Puffy, a puffalump. Click there to find out more about them! Puffy is the mouse type. *nods* Maybe some of you have them? Well, I have pretty much most of the old ones...and I have the lamp version of my Puffy, too. ^^ Anyhoo, he has been much loved since I was a little girl...when my mom bought me the pink dog one and him (blue mouse), she thought that I'd like the pink one best, but nope, I took to Puffy...well, I had many Puffys. *laugh* Since i liked him so much, my mom got me at like 3 or 4 of teh same one...and all but my one now were lost somewhere. I left one on a plane, one at my bro's coach's house, and...if there was another, I don't remember where that one went. ^^; My last surviving Puffy has been with me every since though! He has gone through much surgery (stitches and whatnot) through the years from all my hugging of him...and, yes, I still sleep with him. (no, not in that way, perverts!!!) WHen I get sad/lonely, I hug him, too...but I can never sleep without him. I always have to be hugging him before going back to sleep. ^^; Am I a lonely person or just a baby?

Yesterday...nothing happened...just the usual boring crap being with my brother. He drove me more crazy than usual though. I swear, I had one of those urges to stab again...either stab him or my dad...or even myself. Really, sharp objects looked nice yesterday. I didn't do anything though...but I sure felt like it. I've been feeling depressed pretty much everyday for a while now...and sometimes even suicidal. *sigh* It's stupid. My bro might've actually noticed this cause the other day he said to me, "Don't kill yourself." just out of nowhere. And whenever we're in the jacuzzi, and I want to go under, well, I do, but then he pushes me back up with his foot...as if I'm going to drown myself or something. I certainly wouldn't want to drown myself...that would be horrible. ^^;

Today we might be going to the mall...I'm not sure. My mom definitely is, but I don't know if me and Corey'll come with her. I want to though...to get out of this stupid routine, but I'm not sure. It's always up to whether he'll go or not. *sigh* Stupid...anyhoo, this morning I got an email from my teacher for AP computer science, which I'm taking next year, just with questions about my experience with computers. I thought it was going to have summer hw...cause if so, man, he sure picked a late time to give it!! I just have to answer some questions about myself and download some programs if I'm gonna do some of the assigments during the year here at home. ^^; So that's not too bad! Thank goodness!

Alrighty, I shall take my leave now. ^^; I hope that this post wasn't too long or boring...or too short...or whatever. I hope it was just perfect! *hugs* Thanks for caring enough about me to comment on my site...especially when I can never return the favor. I'm sorry, but no visiting time today either (like how it always is during the week).Please forgive me!! *bows* I hope that everyone has a great day and gets all healthy! (Ayumi-chan, get that back feeling all better!)

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