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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
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*sigh* I see that people must be getting busier these days (probably cause of school). I wrote such a huge post yesterday...but hardly anyone commented...and hardly anyone seemed to take my whole part about me being depressed/suicidal seriously. Well, that's fine, whatever. I guess you all know me too well...you all know that I'm too weak and afraid to ever do something as stupid as hurt myself/try to kill myself. Thanks for the comments though! Neko Nana Mode, man...that sucks about you breaking your Optimus Prime figure! >< My brothers had so many transformers figures when they were little. We still have some, but my dad gave away a ton...and yeah, it's really a shame when you find out how much they're worth. ^^; Sure, I'll eat some chocolate...maybe that'll help. Reki, thanks for the song (though I don't know what it sounds like ^^;). EmilySadako, I'm sorry that you can hardly get on cause of school!! Stupid school! *hugs* I forgive you and Shizuka...it's alright if you don't visit me often. I rarely get to visit anyone these days anyway...oh, and JungWoo, what do you mean you got into your makeup stage late? At 8? Hah, I never got into my makeup stage. I'm 17, and I still don't wear make-up! ^^; Oh, and wow, yay for Puffalumps!!!! *hugs* I have the one you're talking about! ^^ I didn't know anyone else had one either!
We did go to the mall yesterday...it was an okay trip. Shopped around at video game places...got some cheap used games and some cheap new ones (my bro got Silent Hill 4 new for less than $10!!). I went into Borders and saw new manga that I wanted...but I didn't get any cause I'll have to wait till we have a coupon or some sort of deal. After the mall, we went to the grocery store...yeah, fun...well, my mom went in first, and then Corey and I walked around to these other stores nearby (in all the years we've lived here, we've never walked down there!). It was so relaxing there! It was like a nice little courtyard or something...it had a fountain in the middle and was shaded by a lot of nice trees. ^^ It would be a great place to read! There were so many little shops that no one would notice or go into...and I don't blame them. ^^; They're pretty hidden and useless...shoe repair? Yeah, no one needs shoe repair these days! So, yesterday was a pretty good day...until night came.
I started to get upset over the moving situation and crap with my mom...and it was right before going to bed. I was holding in my feelings all day cause I didn't want my mom to worry about what I felt or anything...so then, she mentioned how she had another reaction today and that my dad's been looking at these other houses to move into, and then I let it out...I didn't cry, but my mom could tell that I was very upset by the whole situation...I mean, I have been depressed like everyday lately. So, because of me, my mom then started to feel bad/sad. She started to worry about me and how I felt cause she says that my feelings are more important...and see, that's what I didn't want to happen! I didn't want to burden her with my problems. She already has enough! That's why I hold in my feelings a lot. They just cause more trouble for other people...they just shouldn't care about me, cause if they do, then there's more worries for them. So, I'm sorry. I hope that my life and troubles haven't affected you guys at all (as far as worrying about me)...you guys have enough problems, I'm sure.
One bit of good news though. My brother (Corey) finally got a call from the vet about him getting the job! We don't know when he'll work yet (he needs to call him today), but I'm sure it'll be during the week and during the day! It'll be so nice...I'll finally get more time to myself so then I can visit you guys more often! Or at least I hope. ^^; Unfortunately, next week is my last week of summer *sigh* and I have no clue what my schedule will be like...hopefully I'll get time to post and visit then.
Yeah, I'm gonna make this post shorter than usual...sorry (to those of you that like long posts). I'm just not in the mood to say much...plus, there isn't much to say...and I doubt anyone wants to visit me anyway. *sigh* Ayumi-chan, if you happen to read this post, please look at yesterday's!! I did a major shout-out to you!! Well, I hope everyone has a good day today!
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