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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Warning: apologies, thanks, explaination, depression, cookies, & a poem
Holy crap...those were some more long comments!! >_< Man, I love you guys! Are you all competing for who can write the longest comments or something?? Kilwoon, you used to have the longest...until Angel Asuka came along...but now, YugiohYamy, my goodness!! That might have been the longest! I'm not sure cause Asuka didn't put any spaces between paragraphs or anything, but you did...so yours seemed longer...hmm...well, for now it's a tie! Asuka and YY are now tied for longest comment! ^^ Congrats! Ok, now then...I'd like to say sorry for writing all that stuff on yaoi...please forgive me. *bows* I didn't think that so many of my guy friends would comment...or friends that aren't really into it. ^^; Sorry! But it doesn't offend me of you like it or not, cause everyone has different tastes in things. I didn't know shonen-ai and yaoi were different...well, I like both! ^^; Maybe some of the stuff I've been reading isn't yaoi but just shonen-ai? I don't know! Sorry again!! Also, thanks Kilwoon for caring so much about me and my feelings...but I"m afraid that this post will probably be one about me not being chipper. ^^; Thanks, Jungy, for commenting twice! That was nice of you. Yes, I'm anti-porno/hentai all the way...romance is wonderful and kissing scenes, but not hardcore sex, you know? That really DISGUSTS me...so most of the yaoi manga that I get (though barely any) really doesn't have the sex scenes...so it's probably more shonen-ai, but whatever...enough of that talk. ^^;
As you'll notice...I never used to have subjects for any of my posts, but now I'll start doing little "warning" titles with what's in my posts...that way, if they're super long and you don't have time to read, but you see something there you'd like to comment on, then you can sorta skim for it or whatever. ^^; I hope that makes sense. Thanks to those of you that commented on my air wallpaper! If you didn't, then go ahead and click the link. ^^ Thanks so much for complimenting it! But if it weren't for Angel Asuka, then I wouldn't have gotten that pic to make it from!
Today's post will be shorter...I suppose. Yesterday, the morning half was good...but then later in the day I felt wiped out and depressed. *sigh* I just don't know...these depressing feelings come over me for no particular reason but just to make me feel sad!! It was very hard for me to smile...even fake smile with my mom (like talking)...but she always knows I suppose when I'm depressed. She tells me to tell her what's wrong, but I can't...cause there really isn't anything "wrong"...I just feel depressed! I made chocolate chip cookies though...and they turned out like crap...at least I thought so, and my brothers were complaining about them. *sigh* So that really didn't make me feel good. Here *hands everyone a cookie*. I hope you guys like them though!
Hmm...let's see if I can write a poem right now...I was thinking of one last night...but I probably forgot it. ^^;
Out of the lights
And into the darkness
I escape from my fears.
So many people out there,
It's too much to bear
All of them staring
Waiting for me.
The curtains close,
Trying their patience.
I avoid their glares
By departing the stairs.
Running away,
I have no courage.
I can't go back there,
Not back to their stares.
So I remain in hiding,
Out of the lights
And into the darkness.
Hmm...another off-topic sorta weird poem, huh? Yeah, if you can't tell it's about an actress...or possibly a singer...with stage fright? Yeah, well, something like that. At first I was going to have it model my feelings of being afraid of groups of people...but then I thought, "hey, being out in the light...is sorta like being on stage...I think I'll roll with that idea." ^^; I have stage fright, definitely. I'd love to be an actress or singer (if I sung better), but I'm waaaay too afraid of doing stuff in front of people. So, yeah, I hope you enjoyed the poem!!
Thanks for reading my post...no matter how much of it you read. *hugs* I'll go back online later (around 4-5) to visit sites since that's when my bro goes to work today. I hope that all of you have a better than great day today!
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