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1988-11-12
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2006-02-14
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Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student
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Kelsey
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getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
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my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Monday, September 18, 2006
Warning: fuschia, thanks, senior quote, horrible last night, crap to do, & guidance counselor
*laugh* I'm sorry guys!! Well, sorry to those of you that missed my long posts! *hugs* I'm glad I was able to please some of you though...that like the shorter posts. ^^; Anyhoo, first off...yes, fuschia is a purply-pink-maroon sorta color. Now you know! Today, I am also pretty darn fuschia...to match my nails. I'm wearing this shirt with this skirt with black leggings underneath. ^^ The skirt's color looks a bit different than how it is on the site though...it's more fuschia that how it looks there. Ok, anyway...thanks for all your comments! *hugs* Don't worry, nothing was wrong with me...I just didn't have the time to write a long post! I'm not dying or anything. *laugh* Oh, and I'd have to say my fave colors are blue, black, purple, and...well, I guess I'll have to say fuschia now. *laugh*
Ok, well, like most of the other times...I'm in 3rd period campus (free period) right now! I'm listening to some L'arc~en~ciel songs! ^^ Unfortunately, in about 15 minutes I have to go to the guidance counselor...*sigh* I hate her! I don't want to go see her!! >< She just makes things worse for me...makes me cry more. Ugh. So I hope I can finish this post by then. Before this, I was looking up quotes...because we seniors need to have a "senior quote" for the yearbook. So I was trying to find some that I like/applied to me. "With the gift of listening comes the gift of healing." ~ Catherine de Hueck. I really liked that one...and I think it has a lot to do with me...or something. ^^;
Yesterday was ok until the nighttime. My goodness, it's impossible to have more than a day or 2 without my brother being mean...it's really a Godsend if he's nice for over a full day. It's a Godsend that I'm happy for a whole day...so anyway, yesterday wasn't one of those happy days. He finds anything and everything (sorry, totally random...now I'm listening to Getbackers songs!)to blame me for. He gets mad at me and calls me names...see, we wanted this game that was on ebay, and he told me to bid on it...well, we won, but last night we checked and he asked, "Did the seller say it was complete with everything?" Well, it didn't say...so he got mad at me cause he thinks it'll only come with the disc. He told me that I can't do anything right...I always do something wrong. Nothing's ever good enough for him!!!! >< He's such a jerk!! THen he turns that argument into another one saying that I'm "greedy" because I play the games that he guys. Like, WTF??? He buys the games, and of course he can play them! But he usually doesn't...instead he gets them so I can play...so now, he says that I'm greedy. He's just so ridiculous. I hardly ever do anything for myself...I dont' even want to accept money that my mom gave me for doing all these chores and stuff. *sigh* He's the one that's selfish and greedy...he has such a warped sense of, well, everything.
Let's see...nothing has happened yet today (class-wise). I did, however, get another paper to do! >< I have a computer programming paper (at least 3 pages) due monday, along with having a test that day!! And, in English, I have my second memoir due monday, too! *sigh* It's horrible!! There should be a law against giving more than one paper/project on the same day, especially mondays. I guess I'll have to finish one ahead of time...ugh...this is just so horrible! Stupid! >< *sigh* Next period I have my quiz on that reading I did...oh, and I forgot to say that I didn't do too well on my first quiz for comp programming...I got a 79%. *sob* I never get C's!! *sob* Ugh...this is horrible...
Well, I hope this post is longer. ^^; I have to go soon to the guidance counselor...so I'd best end the post now. I hope it doesn't go too badly. Ok, well, I hope you all have a great day! Hopefully nothing bad will happen! *hugs*
P.S. Ok...this was obviously written later in the day! Now I'm in Japanese (I finished watching the class), so I'll tell you about my guidance visit. Duh, I ended up crying...like usual. I told her about my horrible summer and stuff. Since my counselor's pregnant, she's having this other lady take over for her...so she was there, too. Now that new lady knows what she's in for. ^^; Each time I go, I end up crying! >< So anyhoo, this meeting cut into my next class (english), so during my other free period (next) I have to make up the quiz. *sigh* Oh, another horrible thing...my counselor wants to start setting up weekly appointments for me to see some social worker. Can you believe that??? Now she thinks I have a problem or something...I don't want to talk to social workers every week...that'll just make things worse!! *sigh*
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