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Monday, September 25, 2006


Warning: really long post!, thanks/shout-outs, card!, the world's against me, stupid brother, & field trip
Alrighty, here I am! *hugs* I did not die! ^^ I'm doing much better, thanks! I appreciate all of your wonderful words of condolences...and all of the cards I got. ^^ Here's one from Xanth:

Thanks so much, xanth! It's another Air card. *nods* Just what I like! Sooooo super cute!! ^^ I'm surprised at how much effort you guys put into these...just for me! ^^; I've never had people care so much about me when I was sick. It's not like in anime...where it seems whenever a character is sick, all they're friends decide, "Hey, we should go visit them!" *sigh* It never works out that way...so I think this is as close as you can get! *hugs* Thank you, my friends, whether you just commented or sent me a card. ^^ Everyone of you mean the world to me...sappy? Yes? Well, who cares??!! It's true! Anyhoo, NNM, I sent you a pm...but just in case you don't get it...well, I didn't get any email from you. ^^; Send it again! Yug, wow!!! Amazing poem!! You just made it up right then and there for me? *hugs* It's great! And, no, you're not a burden!! >< Again to NNM, yeah...I thought xbox sucked, too...but then I got it. ^^; DOA extreme volleyball is my life. *laugh* Yes, I still have an readily use my VHS player. *nods* Most of the anime tapes I have are sorta like collectibles...they're so old no one decided to put them on DVD. ^^; KagomeInuyasha, you don't need to make me a card if you don't want! Plus, I'm sorta getting better anyway. *hugs* Thanks for the thought though!

Ok then...at the moment, I'm in Ms.Jones's room...obviously typing this. I'm listening to some older anime mp3s...with pretty much one ear. *laugh* My stupid headphones are dying on me so I can only hear stuff out of the left ear! >< Stupid! *sigh* At least I have some backup ones at home. Anyhoo, it has seemed that everything (since last night) has been against me and my freedom to be on the computer. Last night was horrible (as far as my brother goes). He again called me "worthless" and "unable to do anything right" because he told me write this email to this person about some anime we want...and apparently I didn't say everything that he wanted in there...so, even though I was working hard on my computer abuse paper, out of the kindness of my heart, I decided to write the stupid email anyway. Of course, later he asks me if I "wrote this", "said that", etc., and of course I didn't...cause I didn't think it mattered. So anyway, he goes into that argument about me not being able to do anything right and that he should just do everything from now on. *sigh* He's said that so many times, but because he's such a lazy ass he still asks, or rather, tells me to do stuff!! He's the one that's incapable of doing anything...argh!! >< He just pisses me off so much!!

So anyhoo, this morning...I get up, go downstairs to get breakfast and everything...and, well, I see that my brother is upstairs talking to mom. I hear parts of their conversation which included, "she gave me...", "I feel like crap...", and "not going." Then he turns to me and says, "You got me sick!" with an angry face...but I'm sure he was actually happy about that because he didn't have to go to work today!! And that is what made me upset!! NO WORK for him...and that means NO FREETIME/COMPUTER TIME/VISITING TIME/FUN/FREEDOM/ME TIME for me! >< I was really looking forward to it today, too. I was actually going to go on gaia for once...*sigh* So anyhoo, this morning I thought "ok fine...so he won't work, but I still have 2 campuses today at school...so that should be ok." Well, my first free period (3rd) was rudely interrupted by a stupid senior picture thing! It took the whole period, too! We had to stand outside and form an "'07" (for our graduation year) out on the field for them to take a picture of. Before that, they also had to take a pic of us on the bleachers. It was so stupid...and it wasted my time! *sigh* So this period is the only time I get today to be on the computer...

Now then, I suppose I'll talk about my computer abuse paper...it was stupid...I hated doing it...it took me forever...and I had no clue what I was writing on. The end. More stuff happened last night that made it horrible, too. My dad was super crabby and yelling at me to help out with dinner...but I couldn't cause I was doing my paper! So he gets all pissed off (mainly cause he didn't want to miss the football game), and rushes around everywhere yelling. Admist all the rushing, when opening up the fridge, a jar of this peach sauce drops...and breaks, shatters of glass everywhere (along with peach). So that just made him even more pissed off. Even though I helped out with the cleaning (he didn't ask me to), he didn't say one nice word...ugh...I just truly disliked being home last night...and I doubt today will be any better.

Hmm...other than that stupid senior pic thing, today's school day hasn't been too bad. Tomorrow for law & justice we're going on a field trip to the Constitution center! Probably boring...but oh well...and only people in that class can go, so I'll be missing all my other classes during the day. *sigh* I don't want that...I'll miss out on gourmet! We're making cookies! >< *sigh* Then I'll have to make up all that work, too...stupid...I didn't have to go on the trip, but I decided it'd be sorta fun or something. ^^; I don't even know why I decided to go actually. Hopefully it won't be too bad and I won't miss too much work either. *sigh* Oh...and hopefully my brother will be well enough to go to work tomorrow, too...

I think I made this post too long...yeah...way too long! ^^; Sorry!! I can't seem to have a happy medium with my posts...sorry! So thanks for stopping by and being such great friends in so many ways! *hugs* I'm sorry I can't/don't repay the kindness more often. Have a great day!

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