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Tuesday, September 26, 2006


Warning: thanks, helpless, no more work, field trip!, & that's it. ^^;
*sob* Thanks so much you guys...really...^^ All of your comments were so meaningful and encouraging. *hugs* They really are almost bringing me to the edge of crying. ^^; Thanks so much for your little boosts of confidence and everything. Midnight-chan, I can see that it's one of your pet peeves...and I'm sorry that I'm a part of it. ^^; I just can't seem to stand up for myself. *sigh* My mom just told me today (a little bit ago) that "it's going to be ok! stand up for yourself! tell him if you want to do something or whatever...and enlist my help." *sigh* But even if my mom "helps", it doesn't seem to do anything. My brother is a complete controlling jerk...and I hate it. Everyone's always telling me that I should do something about it...that I have my own life and stuff...but for some reason, I just can't bring myself to do anything. *sigh* Even my oldest brother, Derek, looks at me with this look...while saying that same stuff...he sorta feels sorry for me and ashamed that I can't, or rather don't, do anything about this whole situation. I just...don't know what to do...and it's horrible. Anyhoo, back to comments...thanks Yug for the poem! *hugs* Another beautiful one! ^^ It was very sweet...and I think your comment might've been longer than Angel Asuka's actually. ^^; Thanks to both of you for such huge comments! *hugs* And again, thanks to everyone else...for everything.

Now then, I'm still cranky at the moment...for another reason that's still pertinent. My brother no longer has a job...no more vet's assistant...the vet called today and, well, sorta fired him. ^^; He knew he didn't like working there and everything, so yeah. If he hadn't called, my brother was going to tell him on thursday he quit...but too bad. *sigh* So now he's not even going to work another day. More un-freedom! >< I hate it so much...but again, "I have my own will" is what I'd like to say and act on, but unfortunately I'm too weak.

So today we (law & justice class) went down to Philly for our field trip! The ride there took way longer than usual...over an hour on a stupid school bus. I just read and listened to Do As Infinity. ^^ I read Descendants of Darkness vol.9...and then when I finished it I just read the book I've been reading, Night of the Wolf. I bought lots of souvenirs (a cute stuffed bear, chocolate-covered raisins, chocolate/marshmallow cookies, lollipop...yeah...). I didn't really learn that much. *laugh* We did have to fill out a worksheet though. I'm so glad Mr.Bellavance was there cause he's so fun. He's such an awesome teacher...so me and my friends mainly just hung around him. *laugh* I think of him as my second dad. Haha. So, yeah, it was a nice trip. *nods*

Well...again...I have no visiting time...or much time to say anything here. *sigh* It's a shorter post, but maybe that's good for most of you...I'm giving you a break since yesterday's was so long. ^^; Well, I hope you all had/have a phenomenal day! I wonder if I spelled it right...

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