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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Friday, October 13, 2006
Warning: thanks for the 2000, guidance counselor, memoir, liking girls...again...SATS! ><, & sorry
Hello everyone. *hugs* Thanks a ton for the comments! 8! ^^ And thanks 50 billion for helping me get to 2000 visits!!!!!! *hugs* Right now, I have 2004...wow, 2 more and it'd be this year. ^^; Anyhoo, so I love you guys! Hardluckwoman and Angel Kitsune, it'd be so cool if you made me banners. ^^ That'd be soooo sweet of you! But you really don't have to if you don't want. Sorry, Kitsune, I don't really know how to make them...so, yeah...I haven't made any of the banners I have on my site. ^^; Jungy! *hugs* It's been quite a while! Yay for piano! *nods* Heh, yeah, piano society would be cool....and good explanation there for the whole sexuality thing. *nods* You're the only one (other than NNM *cough* you must be sick...all that coughing...) that really commented on that, so I thank you. Monica, thanks for visiting as well! I'm so glad that you don't hate me!!! NNM, yeah, seriously...some US manga companies really piss me off...they only bring out a few volumes of a series and then just completely stop!!! >< Any manga released by ADV (I hate them) manga is like that...and Raijin Comics went out of business or something, too. So, yeah, I'm missing out on a lot of series that I wanted to read! *sigh*
Ok, so at the moment I'm posting in Japanese class. I just took my quiz and I finished watching the class, so yeah. I would've had time today during a certain campus...which is next...BUT I got a stupid f-ing pass from my stupid f-ing guidance counselor. *sigh* Now it's the new counselor since my old one that totally messed me up in my mind is gone due to her having a baby! I hope this lady isn't so bad...but I doubt that'll happen. *sigh* The meeting's going to be about college and crap, which I have such a difficulty talking about. I swear, I'm going to probably end up crying...like usual...ugh!!!!! So much stress recently...
So today in English, we were given time in the writing center/library to work on our fourth memoir. I, however, barely got any done. I just couldn't think...I feel that there's nothing of importanced in my life to talk about, and the stuff that has happened is so confusing that I don't know how I'll write about it...*sigh* I'm going to do it on this whole kitchen ruining my family's lifestyle and whatnot. I suppose that's one of the most prominent things that has happened to me lately...so yeah. It's going to be so hard to write about though...I don't know how I'll do it! So anyway, I was sitting next to this girl, Leslie, who is sorta my friend...we've never talked before this year, and it's not like we talk outside of class or anything, but she's a really good friend. Anyhoo, she was having trouble thinking of what to write about, too...cause she really doesn't trust our teacher with what she wants to write about. I have no clue what it was about...but she started crying when she thought about it. All I know is that it has to do with her backstabbing friends and her being a "very depressed girl" before. *sigh* It made me sad when she said that...cause I couldn't help at all, and she wouldn't tell me anything. She and our teacher went out to her room to talk about it privately. I wish I knew more about her...all I know is that she's the girlfriend of this really goofy and ugly guy. ^^;
That brings up again the point of..."deviating from straight sexuality." *sigh* I think I like her. ^^; She looks at me...like with real sweetness and honest encouragment/trust (or something) whenever we talk. Like when she was talking to our teacher today, after most of her sentences she'd look up at me and then look at our teacher. She just seems really nice...and sorry...but I'm having these weird feelings of liking her. *sigh* Right before Japanese, she was in the library (w/her boyfriend), and she waved to me, smiled, and I did the same. Then when leaving, she said "bye", and when she was packing up...she kept glancing at me (cause I was too) and smiling. Then we wished each other luck with the memoirs. ^^; Ok...am I weird or what????? >< Man!! I'm so confused...do I just really like her as a friend because of her being nice to me (cause I'm that weak)? Or is it more? *sigh* I've had these feelings before for other people...girls...and I don't know what to do about it. Is it wrong? ^^; Sorry...if I made any of you uncomfortable reading this...though, NNM, I'm sure you were loving it.
Alrighty, class is almost over! I shall end this post here...crap!!! I still didn't complain about the SATS!! Argh!!! >< So, tomorrow I have to get up early....SATS from 8am to 1pm...5 hours of my saturday are gone, wasted!!!! *sigh* I'll be so tired...so I'm terribly sorry if you don't see a post from me tomorrow. I doubt I'll get any time. Sorry. *bows* I hope you all have a great day/weekend!!
P.S. Thanks a billion, Hardluckwoman, for this super fantabulous banner/award for my 2000 hits!!!! ^^ Marvel at its beauty! Cute Misuzu!! >_<
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