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Birthday
1988-11-12
Gender
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PA in the USA
Member Since
2006-02-14
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Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student
Real Name
Kelsey
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Achievements
getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
Anime Fan Since
my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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to find my purpose in life
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watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Warning: thanks, wallpaper, poem, gingerbread house, & depersonalization
Posting time...posting time! I come bearing gifts! Well, not really. ^^; They're not actually gifts...more like stuff for you to look at and comment on. *Laugh* And not everything is at the ready either. Anyhoo, thanks so much for the comments!!! I got lots! *hugs* I see that all of you have your own phobias...and thought that the ones I talked about were funny as well. ^^; Lots of you are afraid of spiders...well, I'm not so yeah. I'll save you from them! *laugh* Thanks for your anticipation about my gingerbread house (Saijinto, no eating!) and poem...I don't have the pics of my gingerbread house yet (I'll do that later...), but I do have my poem all ready to show you guys! And ALSO! A WALLPAPER!! ^^ Not the same one I've been going on and on about though...it's one I made last night. So, yeah, thanks again for all the comments!
So I made this wallpaper last night. It's of Ichigo from Onegai (Please) Teacher/Twins. If you've seen either of the series you'd know why I wrote what I did. ^^; It's sorta complicated so I won't get into it...but both shows are very good. *nods* So, click the link and please comment, thanks!!
Alrighty, now for the poem! It's on fears...it's what we had to write yesterday in psychology class. I asked for it back today, and she gave it to me...and she was like "Kelsey, you did really well. I think it's a great example. Could you give me a copy of it for me to use as an example in my future lessons?" Hehe. ^^ Of course! So that was really flattering. *nods* Also in psychology, we took a quiz on that elephant article we read a while ago...and it was MY quiz. *laugh* The one I wrote the questions for so I get extra credit...the thing is that I forgot most of the answers. ^^; And all the kids totally hated me for making it so hard...hehehe...^^; I had a word bank though! It's just my teacher took it off. *laugh* Anyhoo...here's the poem!
Fear of being surrounded
By unknown people on all sides
Suffocating, choking
Drowning beneath the tides.
Fear of death and dying,
What is there after life?
Being alone though people are near
It’s a horror enveloped by strife.
Fear of finding no one
There to give me love,
Fear of finding someone
That will hurt me just as much.
Walking in the darkness,
Surrounded by shapeless figures.
They’re ghosts that haunt
My mind and leer
At me through my fears.
...Some parts are a bit awkward, but oh well. ^^; I just wrote it in class in like 5 minutes...so what can you expect? But I really like it.
I finished my gingerbread house today! ^^ So I'll be taking it home (Oh...goodness...I pray that I don't drop it!! ><). Then I'll take pics of it for you guys. Other than that...today escapes me. Another day of depersonalization (feeling apart from one's self)...as in, I don't feel "real" today. I don't remember most of what's happened, and I just don't feel alive. *sigh* I really HATE this feeling...
Ok, that's all for me. I submitted an original character that I drew last night (first time in MONTHS), but it's not up yet...so whenever it is, I'll give you the link. Check out my wallpaper please, and I hope you all have a beautiful day!
P.S. OK!! My fanart is up now! Hehe. ^^ So check that out along with my new wallpaper, thanks!
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