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1988-11-12
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2006-02-14
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Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student
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Kelsey
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getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
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my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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to find my purpose in life
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watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Wednesday, January 3, 2007
Warning: thanks/shout-outs, today so far/making a fool, sick/depressed, & club
*sigh* Thanks for the comments everyone. *hugs* Again, I got a good amount...so, yeah. As I said in my late post yesterday, I changed the music on my site. It takes a while to load though...but it's worth it! ^^; It's from the second season of Maria-sama ga Miteru (Marimite). It's so pretty...anyhoo, thanks for the comments/compliments on my poem yesterday. I'm glad that you liked my pathetically depressing poem...thanks to those of you that gave me hugs because you know that unfortunately, a lot of what I wrote is pretty true about myself. *hugs* Shizuka, you've been with me for a while with this...same with you Reki, and Jungy (thanks so much for your comments! Compliments from the master writer are really, well, special. ^^)...and Mota and EmilySadako. You've all been friends of mine for quite some time. *hugs* So you guys know me and my depressed moods. ^^; Wings of Dream, umm...do I feel better after I write the poems? Well, I'd like to say that I do, but not always...Anyhoo, thanks again, and it sucks that it's back to school time for almost everyone...again.
I'm in Japanese class right now, typing this, because for one thing, I don't have a campus today, and...well, I have a justified reason for not watching my classes--they won't load. Stupid quicktime Japanese classes that don't load...so, yeah. Um...so far I've had law and justice and english class. In L&J, we watched some of My Cousin Vinny. *laugh* That is a GOOD movie. Then in English, with my NEW teacher...no longer that pregnant biatch from before (since she had her baby). She started out seeming nice and everything...and I like her a lot more cause she moved all the reading stuff that was due to tomorrow, and the stuff that's due friday is due monday now! Even though I already had today's stuff done...anyhoo, so we went through the new vocabulary lesson, and we did that game where one person in the group goes up and, well, participates in the "game"...and I was the person. My team didn't win (unfortunately) because I missed one or two words, and it was really ridiculous that she wasn't going to give me the point for a word (ensconce) because my definition wasn't "exact." *sigh* I made a complete full of myself because the girl in my group (leslie, the girl I had...and maybe still has a crush on) made me think of, well, naughty things to remember the words. ^^; So I couldn't quite get the definition out...without cracking up and hesitating. Ugh, I felt so stupid.
Now, yeah, I feel like CRAP. For the past few days, my throat has been hurting so I'm probably getting sick. *sigh* I haven't been sick all school-year...but now I probably am. I thought it was just from all my singing, but I guess not since it still hurts. Other than that, I'm still quite depressed-feeling. I actually feel like crying at the moment...I almost broke into tears like 10 minutes ago or whatever, because I was telling Kupo about us moving and stuff...then I saw my one friend that never eats lunch with me anymore, and we talked...and I really just didn't feel like talking to her at all though. *sigh* I haven't been the most social person as of late...for the past few school days, I find myself only talking to teachers or people that I have to associate with because they ask me stuff or whatever. Anti-social to the max, I just don't feel like talking to people anymore...they usually don't want to talk to me anyway, so why should I bother?
Hmm...today there's an animal rights club meeting, but I'm not going. I thought I had a lot of homework to do, but no, that's not the case anymore...but I still don't want to go. It's ending up just like art club--no friends, feeling left out. So, yeah, I'm not going. Well, I have cooking for friends today though...so hopefully that'll cheer me up some. I like cooking, and plus we're doing it for a good cause (giving it to homeless people/shut-ins), so yeah. I wonder what we'll make today.
Well, thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I'm sorry about this depressing post...I'm just not lively today at all. Thanks for being here for me though, and I hope I can visit some sites today. *hugs* Have a great day!
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