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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Monday, January 8, 2007
Warning: thanks, hw, field trip, & confused
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Posting time...hmm....well, thanks a lot for the comments. ^^ I got pretty many just short ones...and I think I really confused you guys with that whole phone thing. ^^; Sorry about that. I won't get back into it, but I just don't think I explained it well enough cause some people that I was calling my own house and I didn't like doing that and stuff...well, that's not what it was. ^^; Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments though! I love you guys! *hugs* Hmm...so, yeah, maybe Hogan did know that we were moving soon, and that why he stayed there all day. Sorta like a farewell party or something. ^^ I'm gonna miss him, but the owner lady said that maybe I could come visit sometime, and during the summer she has her horses there. I've never seen/ridden horses before...but, yeah. ^^; So, again, thanks for the comments and everything!
I'm in 3rd period campus right now, chatting with Hoaryu and Hylian. I love those guys. ^^ Anyhoo, yesterday was terrible...as far as homework went. I had so much to do for English, reading and answering questions for Fried Green Tomatoes. It's a really good book, it's just that i hate having to answer so many questions and do this other thing for the discussion groups. Don't they know that dissecting a book this much makes us dislike it? I mean, I'm enjoying the book as it is...but it takes so long when you have to do all this other stuff. So it took me like over 2 hours to do all that stuff...and THEN I had to work on my programming crap. *sigh* I got sooo fed up with it that i was on the verge of crying. I hate it so much cause I can't figure out anything on my own. I'm horrible. So I gave up, and emailed my teacher again...with the whole "I'm really sorry again...you must be annoyed with me...I couldn't figure it out. I need help!" So this morning, I had class, and he said, "Boy, Kelsey, you sure sounded bummed out last night." after asking me how I was. "Yeah, bummed out...I was on the verge of crying from frustration!!" So he helped me today though...and I got the one program to work, but I still have the other to do. *sigh* I suck.
Tomorrow there's a field trip for law and justice class! I'm going on it...though I don't want to miss my classes tomorrow. *sigh* But it should be fun. We're going to prison! Yuppers! ^^ We're visiting the local prison to learn more about it. I'll tell you guys about it tomorrow I suppose.
Yesterday, of course, I was really depressed-feeling. I didn't cry though...but I felt like it, and I still do. *sigh* I hate it. I want to cry right now, but I'm in school...and it'd be for no particular reason either. ^^; I'm a very confused person right now, too. I don't know what I want...in anything...in love, when deciding what to watch, eat...pretty much anything. I'm very confused. That girl I told you about before, well, I had a dream with her in it the other night...and she was hugging me, but this morning (just a few minutes ago), she sat next to me to do her english work. We were talking, and I asked her about her date the other day...and she said it was great. I'm glad it went well for her, and she said that her whole weekend was the best ever. *sigh* It doesn't matter...I guess I don't like her anymore, but I'm not sure about liking anyone. My previous poem was probably all a lie. I don't want to be alone...I want someone, anyone to be there and hug me...I guess that's all I want. I'm a baby. *sigh* I'm just really confused about EVERYTHING, especially myself. I find myself often saying, "I hate myself. I hate me." I'm just very unsatisfied with who I am...last night, it rained a lot. I love the rain. And I just wanted to go out and stand in it, get soaked, until I got sick.
Well, thanks for reading my post...or however much of it you did. *hugs* Thanks for being here for me. I hope you have a great day!
P.S. So many of you have already updated...WHY??? *sigh* I don't know if I can get to all of them...sorry.
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