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Wednesday, January 10, 2007


Warning: thanks, today, sorry, & lack of concentration
Hello, everyone! *hugs* You guys are so awesome...it's unbelievable. I'm glad you enjoyed reading about my prison trip...and about Lindsay's, um, interestingly funny comment. *laugh* If you didn't quite get it...or figure it out...well, PM me if you really want to know about it. ^^; I'd just rather not write it here...I told Hoaryu what it was, and he cracked up, so yeah. It has A LOT to do with the word "skull" in skull panda. Anyhoo...*hugs* Thanks to the 14 people that commented! I got lots of hugs and sweet words about me being depressed...Magnus, *laugh* I don't know about all those spiders!! I love my mommy and wouldn't want her in some strange coccoon of spider webs just so I can cry. *laugh* Thanks for the suggestion though! I didn't get to cry, and I probably still should...cause I want to, but oh well...I'll find some reason to...soon, like when we move. ^^; Ok then, thanks again for the comments~!

Well, right now I'm in Japanese class...listening to my class and posting. *laugh* I haven't really been paying much attention...since I've been on MO, chatting with Hoaryu and Hyli, and well, POSTING. So, yeah. I'm behind with the classes...but oh well. So far I've had law and justice class, during which we talked about yesterday's field trip and then read crap from the book. Then I had english. We had a vocab quiz and went over the new vocabulary lesson...and played that "game." This time, Leslie volunteered to go in our group, so I had an interesting time trying to teach her the words. ^^; I wasn't as good as her since I couldn't think up dirty ways to remember the words...I also felt awkward teaching her, because...well, I just am...thinking about whether I still like her or not...or whatever. *shakes head wildly* Ok! I won't talk about that anymore...

*sigh* Today sucks. You know why? My brother doesn't have to work today (he's working a shorter day on saturday)...so that means I won't have visiting time. Sorry!! I don't have visiting time or any chatting time after school...it really sucks...I'm so sorry. For those of you that have been my friends since I started (or near there...during the summer, too), you'll know my dilemma with my brother and computer time. Remember when he used to not work...or only work part-time and not work certain days? I spent most of my posts complaining, and I would go a week or more without commenting on anyone's sites. I'm so amazed that a lot of you have still stayed my friends...even through that. *hugs* So I'm sorry again for not being able to comment or anything.

I'm really tired right now...bleh...I just want to sleep. Lately I've also been having trouble concentrating on stuff, like homework. That's common with depression...and lack of sleep, so yeah. I just don't like it...like when I think about having to do some reading, or work on my programming...I just really DON'T WANT TO DO IT. I put it off...and then end up doing it cause my conscious gets to me, but I really just feel like giving up right away and just...bleh, doing nothing. I don't know how I'll even pass this next chapter in programming. I haven't committed anything to memory yet...I have no clue how to do anything...I read the chapter, but it made no sense, and my teacher has basically been helping me the whole time. *sigh* I suck! I wish school didn't exist...at least right now...

Ok, I'm going to go now. I really have to pay attention to my classes...I suppose. ^^; Thanks for visiting me, and sorry for no comments today. *hugs*

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