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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
Warning: thanks, bro's b-day/no time/sorry, poem, & sorry again!
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Hiya, everyone! *hugs* Thanks for the comments...though MUCH fewer than the past few days! ^^; You guys have been spoiling me with 10+ comments everyday, so that now me only getting 7 is a shock! But, really, it's fine. *nods* I understand...especially since I barely visited anyone. I think I only got to 3 people's sites...maybe 4, maybe. So, yeah...it's ok...thanks for the comments though...with the encouragement on my programming (again), and I think that's all that was really important! I'm really sorry! I can't believe I took like 5 paragraphs or whatever just to get some comments out of you about my programming problems!! I'm sorry! Anyhoo...thanks again...
Alrighty, today is january 11...my oldest brother, Derek's, birthday. *nods* Happy birthday to him! He's not the perverted jerk one! Anyhoo, so we're going out to eat tonight...which sucks. I don't want to cause I have a lot of homework due tomorrow...*sigh* More programming, which I'm hopeless in (thanks hoaryu for saying i'm not hopeless though...), and more reading/questions for english. *sigh* I have a lot of work, and I'm going for more programming help during my other campus...so, yeah. I won't have much computer/fun time today. I'm really sorry. ^^;
I'm SO STRESSED OUT...everything...moving...everything. Anyhoo, so I went to my guidance counselor first thing this morning (instead of going to art club), and decided to rant and rave. I haven't gotten to cry for a while, so I went there...and luckily no one else was there, so after getting stuff done with my schedule I...*closes door* "Ok, I'm gonna close the door now so I can just start crying now, ok?" *breaks down complaining about everything, feeling bad...whatever* Yuppers...so I got my crying out...my counselor really didn't help me all that much, but at least I got to cry! ^^; *sigh* I'm a pathetic mess lately. I just talked about how I don't know what I'm doing in my classes, how I don't want to move, how I'm really stressed out, how I'm depressed for no reason...yup, all that crap.
Now then...a poem...I don't have it finished right NOW, but maybe along the way it'll get there...it's basically my morning.
I keep my bangs long
To cover my eyes.
So then you can't see them
Tear-streaked with lies.
Green with some brown
Turn swollen and red.
I don't want to be here,
Away from my bed.
Tears blur my vision
As I walk to class.
I don't look at his face
As I hand him the pass.
I know it's hopeless
For me to do well,
But I try anyway...
As my eyes swell.
HMMMmmmmmm....yeah. So that's my depressing poem of the day. ^^; Which is basically, like I said, this morning for me...then going to my programming class. It's an awfully plain and, uh, uncreative poem...but whatever. I don't care. I suck anyway...
So, sorry again for, well, everything. I won't be able to visit anyone. *hugs* I hope you liked that poem...sorta. I hope you all have a good day!
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