Saturday, October 15, 2005

MUSIC VIDIO!!

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aNY WAY....the guy on the internet finnally pmed me and said:(Well i like u but if u don't believe me, ok, but i havn't talked 2 u cuz i havn't been on)But i got me a bf now thats not on the internet, he goes to my school!
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Monday, October 3, 2005

nevermind the last post....that guy was cheating on me with another girl on there.that girl was 1 of my friends....well he hasn't been on since i told him i knew.now i'm worried to death even though he was an asshole.well goodbey 4 now.
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   i don't know.
i'm am sorry to say i don't know who i am anymore.i feel.....happy for once.but i havn't been happy for so long i just feel way to different and it's friking me out.i'm used to being sad because everyone liked to fuck with me in school.and i could never get a boyfreind.But now i'm never around those peple who were mean to me.and i know a guy that likes me and i like him back.i'm just not used to this.cuz i just felt like this the second i woke up.And i'm so cunfuzed becuz i'm sad that i'm happy.i guess i got addicted to being depreesed all the time.I did want things to change but just not so suddenly.
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Monday, August 29, 2005

   DANCE
Anime dancing yeh!!!


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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

love
I'm in love with a guy named Alex.But i'v never seen his face.i met him on Gaia.His screen nams Chaos_angel666.he is the sweetest guy i'v ever met.u wanna know sumthin i found out today.he likes me 2.


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Friday, August 5, 2005

quiz

You are a fallen angel of persecussion. You have
fallen because of your mind becoming
increasingly disturbed and dark. This has
happened because of what you have experienced
in your life. Things that have happened in your
life have been painful and difficult to
tolerate which has left you suffering. Your
soul is slowly decaying as you somehow cannot
escape what's happened. You are beingining (or
you havn't already) to lose hope that things
could get better.

Quote:
"Life hurts more than death. When you die
the pain is
gone"

Element:Night
Emotion:Anguish/Depression


What type of Fallen Angel are you? [beautiful + dark pics]
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Monday, July 18, 2005

   part 2
well when 6th grade startedthings were o.k but after a month or so every one on the bus started messing with me.well the popular ones.calling me big nose and shit like that.that shit just never ended thn in like the 3rd qurter i fighured a way to get back at lizabith.I put a peice of paper that said a bunch of shit about her.but sum of my exfreinds told her.so thenher fucking cousin started to threatin me like every day.and every now and then pushing me and running like a wimp.and then when i went to the skating ring she shoved me hared so i shoved her back preaty hard.then her cousins hold her back.sure they hold her back when i ight back.




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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

   My story(This is going to take a little wile to read)
This is how every thing started.
4 years ago my closest bestest freind moved away.we were freinds since i was five.And some other friends,But they all moved away slowly.And eventualy She moved away.Her name was Ashley Sue Fagan.After that i cried every nite for a year.Then three years laterA Bitch Named Lizabith Ruiz moved in a house near me.I thought she was a realy nice girl but i guess i was wrong.At first we were freinds but i was to dum to see shewasn't a good freind.Every time she was with her cousins,who lived in thehouse next to them,She would act all high and mighty and call me a poor ass Redneck Hillbilly.But for some stupid ass reason i stayed freinds with her.Until she done somthing soooo horoble That i swear I will get revenge.Well she has this little door that only goes to the place were all those silver aluminume pipe thigs are at the top of the house.It is like realy dark in there and she dared me to go in with out a lamp for 10 dollars or somthing like that.And she swore to god she would not lock me in.Well guess what she put a fucking screw driver through the lock hole thingy.She was in her room saying it was stuck.But i knew how easy it is to get that screwdriver out.And then she started wispering Chuckey's gonna get u.And i just started crying and crying.And then she started to leave to go downstares.But i started screaming dont leave me don't leave me!But she still went down stairs.Lckly i remembered there was some big (but not heavy)Peices of wood against the wall.So i picked it up and started slaming it against the door screaming help because i knew her mom was downstairs.But Lizabith came running up and said "Shut up my mom will know you are up here.And then she let me out and i fell on the floor crying.and before i went home she said please don't tell any one.And i didnt because i was afraid of her.And somtime before that her brother pulled out a pocket nife on me jocking ly but it still scared me .He is like 14.
But from then on i acted like i was her freind.
I will tell some more tomorow i am tired,And my ass hurts from sitting.

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

many me.
This quiz shows the biggest part of me,but somwere in me ther is like somone who wants to be a prinncess,Or lern balet.And also a part that is a punk Rocker girl that want's to skatebored.

You're Element is Night. You're a bit of a loner
loner who is very creative but never show your
work to anyone. You may smile a little but
sadness or loneliness surround you and other
can feel it when they're near you. You have a
dark or unusual beauty that makes you
mysterious and you probably have a lot of
secrets that you've never told anyone. You're
beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real
thing that makes you special is your eyes.
Something in them makes them like Diamonds in
the Rough. (please forgive me if you cannot see
the pics. If you go to my userpage then you can
see your result picture at the bottom)


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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   Not my freinds any more!

Your inner Demon..... by Elf_of_fire
Username
Favorite color:
Favorite Place:
Current mood:
Most important thing to you:	FamilyLoveFriendsYourselfPurityEnemiesGodAppearanceWealth
What it looks like:
Demon of:	Open wounds
# of years it's been in you:	4
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O.k,i am so pissed right now.My freind just told me somthing that two of my freinds said.Katlen and Joy.Well they are not my Damn freinds any more.They said i was just acting like i was depresed so i could get sympothy from them.I MEEN WHO THE FUCK DO THEY THINK THEY ARE!!!!They said they have seen me happy.So what,I'm Happy.That is a good thing.And yes i have been happy since we have been out of school.That is were all my problems are.They were like the last bit of my freinds to.Well i thought they were my freinds.I meen i Don't act like i am a sad girl.I am who I am.So they can just go to Hell.The only freinds i have left now is Jered Cambel,Jessica Davis,And Sonya.
Maby i can make more freinds here like Blackwings.

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