Tuesday, June 8, 2004

   Nothing to say....
Argh... I'm too lazy to write something... Nothing special happened this day... Just an ordinary day @_@

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Monday, June 7, 2004

   Language of Fan
Ah! Here it is! Here it is! The Language of Fan!!!

DRAWING CLOSED FAN ACCROSS THE FOREHEAD: "You have changed."
PLACING CLOSED FAN BEHIND THE HEAD WITH FINGER EXTENDED: "Goodbye."
PLACING CLOSED FAN BEHIND THE HEAD: "Do not forget me"
FAN HELD OVER LEFT EAR: "I wish to get rid of you."
A CLOSED FAN TOUCHING THE RIGHT EYE: "When may I be allowed to see you?"
DRAWING THE FAN ACROSS THE EYES: "I am sorry."
CLOSED FAN; TOUCH TIP TO LIPS: "Hush."
PUTTING CLOSED FAN HANDLE TO THE LIPS: "Kiss me."
YAWN BEHIND CLOSED FAN: "Go away, you're boring me."
LETTING CLOSED FAN REST ON THE RIGHT CHEEK: "Yes."
LETTING CLOSED FAN REST ON THE LEFT CHEEK: "No."
DRAWING CLOSED FAN ACROSS THE CHEEK: "I love you!"
POINT CLOSED FAN TO HEART: "I love you."
DRAWING CLOSED FAN THROUGH THE HAND: "I hate you!"
GAZE PENSIVELY AT CLOSED FAN: "Do you misunderstand me?"
PRESENTING THE FAN SHUT: "Do you love me?"
WAVE CLOSED FAN: "I'll miss you."
THREATENING MOVEMENTS WITH A FAN CLOSED: "Do not be so imprudent"
TOUCHING FINGER TO THE TIP OF THE CLOSED FAN: "I wish to speak with you."
TWIRLING CLOSED FAN IN THE LEFT HAND: "We are being watched."
TWIRLING CLOSED FAN IN THE RIGHT HAND: "I love another."

Isn't it cool?

>>Ichiban suki yo, atashi no shujin<<

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   *oro*
OOOHHHHH!!! BURN!!! IT's COLD IN HERE!!! BRRRR!!! @_@ Nothin' special happened today. Just an ordinary day. Well.. Jen gave me load again!!! (you should save your money, pal!!! >_<) Anyways, Thank you, thank you! *hugs*

Sigh... :~( I feel like crying.. Nah, juz kiddin' :P Etou... My former school started their classes this day. ^___^ Lucky me! I transferred. OHOHOHOHO!! *imitates Etoile* Erhm... Gomen. ^^;;

Sigh.. >_< I'm too lazy to post down everything that happened...

Anyways, I uploaded another drawing in my deviantART account. Just check it out. Sigh...

I have nothing to say... BAI BAI~
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Sunday, June 6, 2004

   Ahem! Ahem!
Etou... Just want to post another drawin of mine. I used PAINT again. Haha... Looks like I'm getting used to it. ^___^
This one is... Sakuya. I dunno which anime she came from but.. She's just.. KAWAII!!!

http://ourworld.cs.com/insanelady123/sakuyabw.JPG

>>Ichiban suki yo, atashi no shujin!!<<

Sore ja, Ja ne~
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   Happy and... Happy, again?
WEEEEEEEE!!! ^____^ I'm happy because... just because!!! :P All I can do is sigh!!! Argh.... Sigh...

Ah!! I still have two more weeks before the opening of classes. Ohohohoho! *imitates Etoile* Ahem! Etou... Two weeks.. O_O AAAHHHH!!! I don't have a uniform... Well, the school doesn't have a uniform yet. It's a newly established school, so... ^_~ Ah.. The school supplies... Oh well, I still got two more weeks!!! ^___^

Err.. Enough of that! Hmm.. Lira, Aba and Rose finally talked to me!!! ^____^ I thought they were avoiding me or something. AM HAPPY!! They were all smiling at me.. OHOHOHO!

Ah.. I discovered something interesting tonight. ^___^ The Language of Fan! Arigatou gozaimasu, Vanessa-aneechan! ^___^

HOLD OPEN FAN OVER HEAD: "I must avoid you ."
COVERING LEFT EAR WITH AN OPEN FAN: "Do not betray our secret."
HIDING THE EYES BEHIND AN OPEN FAN: "I love you."
RIGHT HAND; FAN IN FRONT OF FACE: "Follow me."
LEFT HAND; FAN IN FRONT OF FACE: "I am desirous of your acquaintance."
THE OPEN FAN PLACED NEAR THE HEART: "You have won my love."
HANDS CLASPED TOGETHER HOLDING AN OPEN FAN: "Forgive me."
SHUTTING A FULLY OPENED FAN SLOWLY: "I promise to marry you."
OPENING AND CLOSING THE FAN SEVERAL TIMES: "You are cruel"
FANNING SLOWLY: "I am married."
FANNING QUICKLY: "I am engaged."
CARRYING THE OPEN FAN IN THE RIGHT HAND: "You are too willing."
CARRYING THE OPEN FAN IN THE LEFT HAND: "Come and talk to me."
OPEN FAN WIDE: "Wait for me."
QUICK BRUSHING AWAY MOVEMENTS, FAN POINTING DOWNWARD, BACK OF THE HAND ON TOP: "I do not love you."
HOLD THE FAN PALM UPPERMOST, EXTEND TOWARD OTHER PERSON: "You are welcome."
DROP OPEN FAN: "We'll be friends."

^____^ There! Well.. That's not finished yet.. but.. That's enough for the day. ^_~

Ah... I feel loved... Sigh... 'meliane-chaaaaan!!! Tee hee... :P I'll shut up now... ^^;; Ja Ne~

Just a lil note: I won't be able to update my blogs for a few... days.. or.. weeks.. ^^;; I don't have that much internet load left so... ^^;; Gomenasai, minasama.
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Saturday, June 5, 2004

BRRRR!!!!
Waaaaiiiii~ It's been a freezing day... Brrr.... Atashi no shujin, doko desu ka??? *weeps* Err... What to post, what to post...

Hmm.. I've been fantasizing.. thinking.. fantasizing.. thinking.. of you.. atashi no shujin... *oro* Waaaa! Gomenasai, mina-sama! ^^;;

Etou... Guess what?! I ironed my clothes! Ohohohohoho! *imitates Etoile* Believe it or not, it's true. ^___^ Hmm. What else... I drew something before I went to sleep last night. The version of Angeldust. But I don't have a scanner to scan that piece of drawing right now... >_< Sigh.. Oh well... Sigh...

Sigh...
Sigh....
Sigh.....
Sigh......

Atashi no shujin, doko itteru desu ka???

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Friday, June 4, 2004

   Happy! Happy!
Wheeeee!!! It's been a happy day!!!! *dances around* Hmm.. Etou... Everything has settled down! ^___^ Well, not everything. Not Lira and her friends. Etou.. The stalker's gone!! Whoohoo! Not completely gone but he's settled down for a bit.. ^___^

Etou... I want to shout something.. Yeah.. I want to... And since this is my site... I LOVE MY SHUJIN!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! Thank you for everything. You have changed my life. Thanks to you, I no longer lock myself in the attic (ahem, my room) and bury my face in books. ^____^ OOH!!! There's more to say! More! More! More! But I'll stop now.. :P I just want to say thank you for everything! Everything, 'meliane. Everything. And, I believe in you, always.

And.. I want to shout... ICHIBAN SUKI YO!!! No translations this time :P Nyanyanya! Sore ja... Jaa Ne~!

Ahem! I'm not finished yet!!!Somebody asked me... Shiawase te.. nani? I answered... Shiawase wa... suki na no hito to issho. ^___^ That's why I'm happy!!! Happy!!! Me shut up now... BAI BAI~ ^_~
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Thursday, June 3, 2004

   In between
Now what... Why am I always in the middle? Whenever there's some kind of trouble, I'm always left in the middle. Fixing everything like some kind of connector or something. Then, there's Haina, my first bestfriend ever, who left me. Just because of the classroom war! Can you guys believe it? She hated me just because of the classroom war thing! After that, she never talked to me again. Yes, she's in the first top class, I can't beat that. I'm only in the second one. So? Does that mean she'll turn me down just because of her... classmates?!

Then now... It's the whole stalking thing and... some sort of fight. I don't know what to do anymore! Also, there's Lira who seems to be avoiding me. Not only me, but also my lil brother! Sigh... Such a cruel world...
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Wednesday, June 2, 2004

   Sick! Sick! Sick!
What now?! I am sick... @_@ I have a cold and a bit of a fever... >_< My nose is all red and itching!!! Argh... >_< Bah... Enough of that... Well, here's a little something I wrote while I'm stuck on bed.

I sit in your silence, scared.
Waiting patiently for recognition.

For a word,
For a breath...
For a touch.

But I am raw.

Because I watch your hands instead of writing
and listen for your breath instead of breathing.

It's strange
how close to you I feel
and the need I have
to help you,
to make you smile.

And yet, I'm still sitting here,
waiting,
for you to let me in.

yes! I know... It sounds so.. LAME. Sigh... Can't do any better....
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   A day.. huh?
Who am I right now? I am this insane lady again. I've lost some of my screws... Help me find them! Well... I do not know what kind of mood I have. I feel so desperate, at the same time, I feel kinda... happy. Ahh... Happiness.. I'm happy just because. Desperate.. Hah, as always. I hate this day of my life. It kills me. Well, not that everything kills me, ya know... It's just... painful. Ahh.. I've been babbling too much. Just not myself.. lately... Well then, Ja ne~
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