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Friday, December 3, 2004
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Crying...
Why is it always like this?
These past few days, I've been rejected... They turn me down... All of 'em... As always like before, all of them pretended.. Pretended as if they care.
A lot of people tell you that they care... Well, for crying out loud, they actually don't! All of them are the same. ALL of them... Why am I always the one being rejected? Why am I always the one beeing isolated? Why am I always hated?
I've done my best to change but nothing happens. As usual, it results to even more pain... I isolate, I cry, and cry and nothing happens. They just don't care... Even my so-called friends aren't there for me...
Nobody cares for me...
Not even my parents...
Not even my friends...
Not even the person I truly care for...
This is the end of it, is it not?
I wish I could just... Sigh...
I wish I could just die right now. I'm so damn tired of my life... This is the second time it happened...
Somebody told me before... Cutting is not the solution.
Sigh... Is it not? Yeah, it won't do a thing.. But it will end it all. It will end all of your sufferings. It will put off the pain... It will cure you...
All those people who told you that they care, do you believe it? They gained my trust, they gained it all. But what more if it comes to this? You'll wake up finding yourself alone...
I'm always in the dark. Nobody ever cared for me... I'm always wrong and yes, they're always right.
Long ago, I always isolated myself from people.. I don't want to get hurt. But it only prolonged my sufferings.
I decided to change... At first you'll find happiness, develops into love... and... you end with tears...
Why is life so unfair sometimes? Am I fated to feel pain since birth? Sigh...
Life taught me a lot... But there's one lesson that I won't forget...
Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and always ends with tears.
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