Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   Anything but guys (for the moment)
"And I’d give up forever to touch you
’cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that i’ll
Ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
’cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

Goo Goo Dolls- Iris

This is a good time to try to think of something else besides my ex. yes, I am trying, so stop pestering me. Lol. Anyway. Tomorrow is the big day- teh day of my first bowling meet. Hopefully I do good. Then again, I need a lot of practice. But I am fairly good.

Also, I am working on a new book. So far, I have like one and a half thousand words on it, but in a novel, that is not much. Hopefully I can stick with this one. When the first chapter is done, I will post it and let you guys make up your opinions on it. Besides, it is the viewers' opinions that are gonna matter. But I also have to be true to my imagination. So maybe I will use your advise, and maybe I won't. Oh well. That is who I am.

Another thing. YAY! My hair is FINALLY getting longer. It is a blessing, it really is. See, when I get mad, I take my anger out on my hair instead of other people, so my hair has been cut three times, lightened and died twice, and mybangs cut in the past year. Yeah. And all done by moi. Not that it looks like shit- I cut it well. It is just I CANNOT STAND MY SHORT HAIR!!!! It is forever in my face, and I am always brushing it away. So yeah. And right now it is two toned. Urgh. Stupid chick obsession. Once it is long enough, I will cut the unnatual hair color off, and never touch my hair again.

I am finally figuring out who I am. Slowly but surely. When I can putit into words, I will tell you who I am. Other htan that, you are shit out of luck.

Ok, enough in one post. See you later.
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Ten bands/artists you couldn't live without:
[1] Bon Jovi
[2] Jet
[3] Lynyrd Skynyrd
[4] Maroon 5
[5] Carbonleaf
[6] Green Day
[7] Goo Goo Dolls
[8] Eric Clapton
[9] Phil Collins
[10] 3 Doors Down

Nine albums that are important to you:
[1] Bon Jovi- Slippery When Wet
[2] Evanescence- Fallen
[3] Jet- Get Born
[4] Carbon Leaf- Indian Summer
[5] Green Day- American Idiot
[6] Keane- Hopes and Fears
[7] Linkin Park- Meteora
[8] Metallica- Metallica
[9] Third Eye Blind- Third Eye Blind

Eight movies you'd watch over and over:
[1] Pirates of the Caribbean
[2] Van Helsing
[3] Dracula 2000
[4] Blade (1&2&3)
[5] Harry Potter 3
[6] Spider-man (1&2)
[7] Lord of the rings (1&2&3)
[8] Euro-Trip

Seven things that annoy you:
[1] Lies
[2] Mean People
[3] Rap music
[4] Jocks
[5] Headaches
[6] Noise
[7] people interrupting you when you are talking

Ten of your favorite songs(currently)(not in order)
[1] Garth Brooks- The Dance
[2] Def Leppard- Pour Some Sugar on Me
[3] Eric Clapton- Tears in Heaven
[4] Led Zeppelin- Stairway to Heaven
[5] The Who- Behind Blue Eyes
[6] Goo Goo Dolls- Iris
[7] Lynyrd Skynyrd- What’s Your Name
[8] The Calling- Wherever You Will Go
[9] Nelly f/ Tim McGraw- Over and Over
[10] Bon Jovi- Never Say Good-bye

Five TV shows you watch regularly:
[1] Buffy The Vampire Slayer
[2] Angel
[3] Charmed
[4] Inuyasha
[5] Wolf’s Rain

Four of your all-time-favorite books:
[1] Harry Potter 5
[2] Lord of the Rings 2
[3] Anne Rice’s Vittorio the Vampire
[4] To Kill A Mockingbird

Three albums you've bought recently:

[1] Evenescence- Fallen
[2] Bon Jovi- Slippery When Wet
[3] Maroon 5- Songs About Jane


Two Artists you would like to do the NASTY with:
[1] Enrique Iglecias
[2] John Bon Jovi

One band whose music would be described as writing the soundtrack of your life
[1] Evenescence
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

"The flames are panes, they pain my eyes
Child alone since his face won't lie
Time burns my soul again
Sifting through the smoking lies
Swimming next in a loveless dive
first and last aint ever the same, so I'll keep on singing this
I don't care if you're right or if I'm always wrong
Just want to sing my song before this whole world"

Future Leaders Of The World- Let Me Out


Heya, yeah . . . I got out of bowling practice at 5 PM, and my ex is on the team, so the lyrics above can kinda sum up how I feel. My emotions are tearing me apart. I got to go- I have dinner and then my band concert at 6PM so I might not be on later, or I might- who knows?
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Wednesday, December 8, 2004

relationships is like learning to play an instrument. People will make mistakes, they will get frustrated and say they give up, but in the end it is worth while to keep at it, to keep working at it, keep plunging onward, for the outcome will seem that much more beautiful.
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Sappy romantic
I have to say, I am a sappy romantic! And what's more, I love geeks. I really do. A smart, thoughtful guy is much more attractive to me than those dumb jocks that think they are all that. Anybody that would bring me a chocolate chip cookie when somebody had broken up with me is SOO sweet. Ok, I know I am 16, but Gordo from Lizzie McGuire fits that description to a tee. He is sweet, funny, smart, and SOOOOO handsome.
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

My piece of crap guitar
Yeah. That's right- I found out that my guitar is a piece of shit that is falling apart. Not even worth the 34 dollars I paid for it. Urgh. Very aggravating. I might be getting a new one for christmas. I hope so. ^_^ I want qa fucking guitar that is correctly put together, and will last longer than two weeks, damn it!
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Sunday, December 5, 2004

   My guitar skills
Hey! I am finally learning how to play my damn guitar! I figured out how to play the chords, and now I am rocking! Lol. Not really 'rocking' but getting there.
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   Christmas
Hey you all, I changed my site look to fit the holiday vibe going around. Do not worry, I will find something more gloomy once the holidays are over- If I am feeling gloomy that is.
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Sunday, November 28, 2004

STORMY SEAS

The wondrous blue is hidden
Behind a mob of restless clouds,
Thrashing as if in hatred
Of the unappreciative world.
The mob spins round and round,
A hurricane upon the sea,
Destroying everything it sees,
Leaving nothing in its path intact.

A scientist braving the storm,
Passion guiding her every action,
Is tossed aside mercilessly,
Not spared the rage of the storm.
Daggers twist in her numb body,
The scientist screams in new-found pain,
Torn apart by the freezing winds,
Shredded by the storm's wrath.

The storm, fed on the death,
Dies into a silent slumber,
The waves cease to rise,
The growls of the sky grow quiet.
The storm is far from over-
It only lies in patient wait
For the next passionate scientist
To serve him or herself for dinner.

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THUNDER AND LIGHTNING

The storm is coming.
You can tell by the clouds.
They're getting darker and darker;
The sky is getting loud.
The storm grumbles and growls.
It starts to let out its water.
The water comes down in buckets,
Pounding hard into the river.
Now there is lightning;
It flashes out of the clouds.
It blazes brightly in the darkened sky
Like fire on a fork.
It's like being angry.
It grows and grows.
Then swiftly it takes it out
On a stunned bystander-
In this case a tree.
The storm subsides.
Everything is calm.
The birds come out and start to chirp.
The storm is over, they say.
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