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Tuesday, January 11, 2005


"I'm looking in the mirror at this woman down and out
She's internally dying and knew this was not what love's about
I don't want to be this woman the second time around
'Cause I'm waking up screaming
No longer believing
That I'm going to be around"

-Rain on Me by Ashanti

Okay, I think I am starting to feel better. I know what I want, and I know what I need to do to make myself feel happy. So I will tell you my evil master plan. Wha ha ha ha. Lol.

1.) Tony. This guy used to be my friend, but nowadays I cannot stand him. I dunno if it is me or him (probably me) but he makes me feel minute. And I don't WANT to feel minute. So I will no longer talk or hang out with him, nor listen to him when he insults me, for i do that enough, I do not need to listen to him.

2.) I know what I want to do in the near future. I want to go to a college in Boston, Massachusettes, and I want take a double major, either in journalism or creative writing, and also in either French or Italian. I have always been in awe of the Italians, so I wish to learn about them and learn their language. But I also want to continue with my French when I get out of Mr. Gram's classes. So that is the next step- figuring out which of those four classes interest me the most. I know I want some kind of writing class, and I also know I want to take a foreign language, so those will be decided soon.

3.) I will stop concentrating on guys. I used to believe that I would wait and find some outragiously sweet romantic foreign guy with a lot of dark luxurious hair on his head and an enchanting voice. So I just need to bide my time.

Just concentrating on these three things have kept me happy for the day, so maybe it will work. Who knows? But it is better than moping around, for I know that there are a lot of people out there who have it worse in life than I do, and I need to be thankful for the things I have.

So yeah. That is my daily post.

Later Dayz.

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