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Birthday
• 1988-11-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• Maine
Member Since
• 2004-11-17
Occupation
• student
Real Name
• Marie Richards

Personal

Achievements
• figuring out how to make my pictures move!!!!
Anime Fan Since
• 2000
Favorite Anime
• Wolf's Rain
Goals
• to be a famous poet
Hobbies
• writing
Talents
• singing, playing musical instruments

myOtaku.com: angelicbeauty

Friday, March 11, 2005

Maybe this will be the last of it. Maybe since I sent it, I will stop pining over him. Because it is annoying. I want to move on. I want to be able to feel happy all the time, and not have some dude pop into the picture. I want to be able to look at guys and not see him, not wish I could be with him. I want to live again, instead of hiding in the dark. I want to be free. I want to think of myself instead of think of him, be jealous of all the girls that hang out with him. I want to not dream of him at night.

For I have made mistakes, and I need to remember these mistakes so as not to make them again, but it is also time to move on. I have made myself suffer enough, especially when it was over a guy. I need to concentrate on my future. I used to think he was my future, but in the end, the only person I can depend on to forgive me is myself. Go figure. Everybody says this. They say depend on yourself. I thought I had had it down, and when I broke up with him, my independence crashed down around me. Not anymore. I told him the things I should have told him a long time ago, and it should be over now.
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