I feel bad that I haven't been on here for...almost a year.
I'm a senior now and things have been so hectic.
Basically, everything I liked has changed....
Right now I'm in the middle of college applications and AP classes.
President of a medical club and I'm in 3 other clubs.
I'm in 5 honor societies. As you can see, I have no life.
So much drama has happened. Where has my childhood gone?
I ponder so many things and I can't ever find answers to them.
Anyways, Breaking Dawn came out this past summer! WOOT Go JACOB!...and the twilight movie is out in november. So that's pretty exciting. I haven't been keeping up with my anime though. AT ALL. Over the summer I watched liked 2 episodes of red garden, that was it.
I can't believe that in a few months I'm going to graduate and then move on to college. Am I certain about my career path? No.
I would like to be a doctor...that's what I've been working on, but I've finally discovered I suck at science and math. My forte is english. Should I be a journalist? What am I going to do?
It seems silly to be posting all this on my otaku. I just need to relieve myself of things on my mind.
Last year in the winter I fell in love with this guy. We dated for almost 8 months and then he decided to break it cuz he was going to college and I couldn't follow since I'm obviously still in high school. That was a big blow for me. It was hard to get over.
A month later my first boyfriend, the one I just mentioned was my second, came back and we had a thing going on. He was a jerk to me ect. but I still had those feelings I chose to hide. I finally realized that he is also in college and I can't keep up with that relationship, it was too hard.
So, here I am. Writing about things that don't even make sense, confused about all my feelings, and lost....
Till next time I have the time to write something. I'll try and visit some of your otaku pages..if I have time. I miss my past.
After an entire year.... 
Jacob Black 
