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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

   Lately...
Lately I feel Ive been getting the bottom of the barrel, and i feel my family goes the extra mile to make me not feel appreciated. They just are so selfish and corrupt, and I wish they could tell me they loved me or atleast appreciated that I do everything they tell me to and fuck I do alot of things normal people my age cant do.

I need appreciation, and i need some sleep because being cynical is clouding my mind. People tell me to just be happy, like its so easy. But as soon as I get home I know why im not and im stuck here. My house feels like a small personal hell. Which is why I try not to be here anymore...college and work keep me occupied. Thats right I work too, I got a job as a secretary for a construction company. So I work afternoons/nights every other day (even fridays). My boss has a crush on me, which kinda creates tension since hes 36 years-old and has a 5 year-old daughter...I think hes cool and I feel something better than depression and loneliness when I'm working with him so I guess thats ok. Work is work, and I keep my personal life out of it so end of story there.

I really wish someone out there reads this and reaches out to me. lol I know foolish hopes, eh.But its worth a try.

Ja Ne
AnGeLkIsSeS03
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