Monday, May 29, 2006

Hey. . .

Hello, myO friends, How are you guys doing? How is LIFE doing? Well, Your LIFE, of course. hehe... SO wat's happened? (o_o?? (=D=; I'm just a dunce!!! I missed my communicational talk which is... a UNIT MUST PASS and I guess, I'm pretty afraid of doing it so... but then again... I don't. TO be honest, I don't REALLY care about it. And I'm not worrying about it... though... I think I might get a bitching from my classmates about "Why didn't you do it?!" or "Oh, MAAANNNNNN, Oh NO!!! How are you going to pass it?". Ack! (;_; So... maybe then I'll regret it... but as for now... I'm not that bothered. I just want to DO well and get experience in the work place, not wasting my time in school... AGAIN. ha... (xDX But yeah... (-_-; I might be perfect, but I know that God, the Father, will look after me. So... this is solo my choice and I think I might be poor some day, but Thankyou, LORD, I that live today to see what I did poorly in my life. (~_~|| Well, if you're droping by, give me a mention and how'll you're doing. I would love to know! Thanks! (^_^ May the Lord Jesus Christ bless, you friend. (-_- Goodbye for now. Patrick ~Sitting on a cloud~ ~Starving for some fluff~

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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

DA quiz. . . Care to read? (O_O?

Rules: Put ur MP3 playlist on shuffle and answer these questions. 1- How does the world see me? Muse- Falling away with you 2- Will I have a happy life? Eitietsu hayashi & Koaru Wada -kiru 3- What do people really think of me? Robbie Williams- Spring your wings 4- Do people secretly lust after me? Mercy Me- Spoken For 5- How can I make myself happy? Sonata Artica-Wolf and Raven 6- What should I do with my life? Noriyuki Iwadare-Song of the Poeple 7- Will I ever have children? Mel C & Left eye-Never be the same again 8- What is some good advice for me? DC Talk-supernatural 9- What do I think my current theme song is? Five for fighting-Superman 10- What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Muse-Sing for absoluton 11- What song will play at my funeral? Johnny Cash-Would you lay with me (in a field of stone) 12- What type of men/women do you like? The Fugees-Ready or not 13- What is my day going to be like? DC Talk-Deliever 14- Why am I here? Sonata Artica-The wind beneath my wings 15- What will people remember me for? Anastacia-Welcome to my truth 16- What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow? Anastacia-I do 17- Are there people outside waiting to take me away? Kingdom hearts 2-Intro song, not a clue the name. 18- What will this year be all about? Johnny Cash-God-Why me Lord - - - - - - Well, it's a little fun thing i just thought this would be fun to see. (^_^ Have a nice day. (-_- Mercya peace upon you. Angsvnt ~Let the clouds shadow now~ ~HelpOUT,GodIN~

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Saturday, May 6, 2006

   Here is a thing I made up

Hello, My MyO friends!!! How are you today? For those who visit, I say THANKYOU!!!! I can't hug cause that seems... weird to me but yeah, you CAN hug me but I wouldn't natural do it. (x_xll It was for my cousin when I was typing to him in MSN, this is what I cam up with. - - - - - - A little made up. In darkness ligth, there was a gentle cry, A little monster, by the name of Sigh, He hiccuped and cried, Not understanding why, he was in shadow while everyone was outside. - - - - - - And that's it. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend and may the LORD of LOVE love you the way you don't deserve. His blessing is beyond any mankind knowledge. [Quote] "With much wisdom comes much disappointment; the person who gains more knowledge also gains more sorrow." If you know Jesus, then you can understand. And feel the strength of this Ecclesistes 1:18 (^_^ Angsvnt ~Shake out~

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

   I'm ALIVE!!!!!!!!!

Hello, friends!!! How are you today, the start of the NEW week!!! I'm VERY sorry that I haven't really visited much ppl's sites cause, you know, you can get quite lazy and quite busy, with hobbies, drawing, reading, doing things with people and so...if I haven't visit your site... I will do sometime soon. (^_^ Been a bit crazy laterly... you know with people and stuff... and so I recently went out to a classmate/friend party meeting up and stuff... OH MY GOODNESS... it was SO SCARY!!!! GAH!!! talk about meeting someone JUST for a drink. I meet his friends... and the idea was about meeting new people and little pple turned up. I mean, literally, there was the whole 18 other classmate could've turned up but none!! Gosh! I was the only one from college and obvious I felt like a dodo. (;_; I've never been out like that before... so... you know... it's kinda scary, TO THE UNKNOWN PPL!! none of my friends do that drinking babbly... so... and compare to most, God knows, I'm not chatty at fisrt meet. I have to take a year before I start to GET ON WELL with ppl. (;_; So let alone talk. THANKYOU LORD, I wasn't WANTING to kill myself. (;_; And tonight... I'm heading to a CLUB!!! For his brithday, NOW I'm REALLLLLLLLLY scaried... first stage passed and now... second stage, be there and the third, go in the club... Gah... it's ALL good for experience I guess... Oh help someone!!! Well, NEMR!!! E'YM HMO!!!! GOD, HELP ME!! ANd so... I hope you all have a nice start to the weekends!!! (;_; And yeah I'm making a BIG deal out of it... so... you know how I'm TOO up TIGHT!!! [This is the face inside] Angsvnt ~HelpOUT,GodIN~ ~IF an artist is easily satisfied by their own work, how lazy could they get~ ~There are many things in the world that you don't know and one of them... is me.~ What Saiyuki Bishounen Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. ~If GOD isn't perfect, just or all loving... who is~

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

THis is where my project is...

Here is where I posted the next few I did about my newly thought comic. IT's really about anything that I think I want to just, you know, do. Unfortunely I can't make links. so this little address will lend you to my deviation on DA. http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/31300811/ You know, "The Way to DOOM" pages I have loaded to DA, just because I was working there at that time and i can't be bothered to type the text AGAIN for a smaller version for myO. Maybe in the future but for now... it's all there. If you want to look you can. (^_^' WEll, it's a short up-date today cause my minds somewhere else right now. And I hope you ALL have a nice weekend. (^_^; Patric ~Let the clouds cry~ ~HelpOUT, GodIN~

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THis is where my project is...

Here is where I posted the next few I did about my newly thought comic. IT's really about anything that I think I want to just, you know, do. You know, "The Way to DOOM" pages I have loaded to DA, just because I was working there at that time and i can't be bothered to type the text AGAIN for a smaller version for myO. Maybe in the future but for now... it's all there. If you want to look you can. (^_^' WEll, it's a short up-date today cause my minds somewhere else right now. And I hope you ALL have a nice weekend. (^_^; Patric ~Let the clouds cry~ ~HelpOUT, GodIN~

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Poem#03 Update

Hello, friends. I haven't been here for a while. Hmmm... since I haven't checked Myo for two or three days... I actually think much more clearly. (^_^; I got my first comic page almost finished yesterday. I mean drawing it and then I will edited it on the computer with a disgrading colour thing to put text on it. In the process I need to SAVE, at least, three times before actually becoming 'finished'. Oh well, I haven't PHOTOSHOP, or ILLUSTRATOR so... I make dos, right? And so... I get WAIT to get it finished. Not today, but tomorrow. (^_^' Hmmm what else??? (=-=; Hm... My little home is in the nicest feel about homeliness I have ever lived to be. Everything SO close together I haven't REALLY got much space to MOVE about. (=_=; "yep, the things I stacked up in the years" What else??? Hmmm... Oh this poem... is for someone special I know. I doubt 'it' would know, so, I'm gonna keep it a secret. (^_^; I put alot of thought in the poem to make it interesting and repeatingly structured but I don't think I've achieved it what I want... (_ _|| But yes, I guess that's all. I'm at college right now typing and... yeh, poem time. (^ ^; --- 7 lines of a broken home Do I dream of your wonderful inside Do I wish I was with you in washing tide . . . Yes, I do Do I want to say all I want to say Do I say what ! needed to say . . . No, I don't Do you ever wonder what I'll be like when I'm different, weak, broken to bits . . . Do you? Do want to see what the Light in me the Light that brings peace and sure . . . Don't you. . . want to see? Do you love me or do you like I'll be slashed either way . . . Do you understand? Do you think I'm a sin Do you think I'm nothing now . . . No, I don't suppose you see? Do I love you more than my heart feels Do I want to die because it's a sin . . . Yes, now you see? --- Patrick ~HelpOUT,GodIN~

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Friday, March 3, 2006

I'm in trouble. (- -;

Hey, friends! How are you today? I hopey well!! Yes, I FINALLY got a flu-ly ill cold and I'm quickly updating. And yes, friends, I have read what you have writtn. I've been in on the computer for an hour and my head is about blow off. (=,=' Trulys! I have no art I can put today, why? I have only skecthes I've done recently preparing my characters... so... I havent't got a finalist drawing. Thanks for visiting... *blows nose* (X_x Truly, my head is spinning as the minute that I'm typing this. And so... for today I cannot not go to your sites *slaps the head silly* ... but I'll make it up to you, guys... or gals!!! *hehe* I'll visit when I'm feeling well enough to with stand the radiation of the monotar! (I can't spell but you know what I mean, I hope (>_<;) So, it has finally snowed!!!! Yeah!!! Last year was in febuary. this is March!!! But yeah, I'll be resting after this post. Good day to you and I'll Pm you as soon as possible if I'm well at all tomorrow... *chokes up blood* (X,X (an expression what I'm feeling) Goodnite. [Thought of the day#06] none [Feeling] you know, like a cold should feel Sodar ~washing in a silent sea~ ~I will pray for comfort~ ~in his name, Oh friend~ ~What else could I do~ ~to make you understand~ ~Set me free~ ~Just set me free~ ~HelpOUT,GodIN~

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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

[Poem#02]

------ Only If only you could be more than a word I might be happier to see, to feel and smell your presence round If only you were more than a vision, an image and a mysterious cloud that floats around I might do what was asked rather than doing in vain I want to know that I am not alone in this world, this land this city and plan I want to touch your face, your body your hands and feet to know truly what my purpose is I lack of truth I lack of just but I hope to make up by my love that sucks So... If only I could touch your truth I might be joyful, lucky, and awe-inspired for your love is out there, far-fetched though acknowledged in me All I wish is to feel your tone and watch your eyes but in the darkness I have lost my goals, my happiness my laughs and myself And I have only despair now I grief for your glory in this cursed world Patrick ------ There, my poem for today... I have a blocked nose and feeling high. And no, I don't mean, drug sweet hyper HIGH but high temperature high, okies? So... *urgh* (=,= Laters... I have to STILL go to college tomorrow... *sob* *sob* *sob* [Thought of the Day#05] There, I felt the shame and guilt of my inner said but still, I'm not going to change anything for you. [Feeling] Like a blasted tortoise... ~HelpOUT,GodIN~

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Monday, February 27, 2006

[Journal#03]How can I trust again?

Now, I have to say... how can I be so open about everything... and now, thinking about it... I should have controlled myself a bit better especially things that have nothing to do with the other person... I have a poem right that I'm getting... Recently< I have not been feeling so good and my life seems to be in the shallow. I was this is normal for a christian life. And I guess, I REALLY NEED GOD!!! I feel like I'm at edge... ------ My brother just told me now... Scotland, in rugby, beat... ENGLAND!!! (^>^ !!!! YEAH!!! He just explained it to me how Scotland won... yeah!!! I'm happy again!!! Yeah!!! BlueAngel4 Yensid (^_^' ------ How can I trust you?? If there were something I wanted from you it would be your attention, your eye and your affection I know I sound so 'wierd' and 'odd' cause you don't and can't see what I mean If you were just for me I could trust and say what I feel but in this world you can't know, you can't see it's me I'm hurt I'm sad and I'm broke If you make me funny and tell everyone I'm not Will I find out your true within I see nothing I am there But if someone is better I guess it's alright I don't want you to say I'm sad, I'm low but that's just me I may not look like a model, a hansome hotface At least I know what's important to me Only if you started to trust in me ------ [Thought of the day] Trust, where do I stand in everyone's eye? I hope I could say I'm not all I look but today, appearance is everyone's dream Life is not money, nor achievement Statist in society is what you are? Not me, not look, Nor I see I wish one thing to be set free [Artwork] =From my project CD cover and this is the ink drawing I did. It was called "Half-manga" but now... I'm not sure if I'll finish. But anyway, I wish you all, friends, to have a fine week!!!= Patrick, truly! ~I will pray for comfort~ ~in his name, Oh friend~ ~What else could I do~ ~to make you understand~ ~GoOut,GodIN~

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