Friday, August 5, 2005

   What is love when I cry?

Have you ever seen me cry? I cried so lightly, so gently that I didn't want you to see me screw up. I wanted a source that you can live to remember. Have you ever heard me cry? In the day that I did, what did you think? I cried in the sunlight filling the warm air cold, I still cried... for who? I wanted you to know... even the strength I have alone is nothing but a hole in my heart. if I have a life full of riches... I would want to cheer you for the love I have for you I can't go on living without seeing and knowing that you are there, existing in my memories. I sometimes... would let a tear slide down at the side of my face. Knowing where it'll land I pray to God to protect you from harm protect you from yourself that is darkened, protect you with my inner heart. Each and everytime that I think you're in pain... I look to God and feel a strange ache in my heart telling me, you want me, telling me that you want my help... someone to save you... save you from this cruel suffering... I wll pray... for God... I should... for you... I would... even... if it time passes by like wind... I will not regret it from the fathom of my heart. I don't understand, Lord, why am I here? Why am I here, crying in front of the special that I love so dearly? Why is it, Lord that person is here and I'm here? For there are many people are their friends but... why is it that I'm here...? I feel so sorry for the others... I do not feel worthy... soo much I don't... but... I wouldn't have it in another way... thankyou. Now that you've seen me cry... what becomes of us? Would you live the next day like yestaday? Would you change your thoughts for today and live differently for the coming? Or would you seen it as a challenge? Will there be a day that... I'll... maybe... um... to see you... um... cry? ------- NOW!!! Drown IN SORROWW MUHAHAHAHA!! (only joking. (^#^' For a dearly close person I did for.)Poetry is a good idea when you have nothing else to put up. *EEEHAHAHA*>:D

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