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[Personal journal]
I hate pride, but at the same time I like it. I believe being prieful is putting yourself at center and which gives you amount of power. And with that power... it gives you a self existence. Well, to me it is. It's so evil to be pleased... I should never be pleased with what I do... and either I should discard them as rubbish, my art that is. I can't help but discard and feel pride the things that I have done.
If anyone one feels pride, I got a question to ask.
What has pride done for you? And do you like it? Is there a side effect to it?
I mean, realistically, it's a sad thing to be prideful because at the end... someone better will be take your place no matter how skillful you are at drawing or whatever there is to be achieved. That's an annoying thing but... that's really sad.
(I'm totally mourning but yeah... want to know how deep darkness can get? Stay tune for more!!)
What is your purpose in life?
(Money, friends, material things, religion, self etc...)
Have you ever felt a deep sorrow in your heart? A sorrow that you feel like you could just disappear and without anyone knowing? A trace of no existence?
Have you ever asked yourself... "Why I do exist?"
I have...
I like sharing experinces...
for some reason I can't speak to ppl who talk the "light talk". I'm too serious. And... if you don't like 'hard talk'... then I suggest maybe you could take a little time to consider somethings that you are missing. I don't know what is true from ppl's txt or talk but I do know who can save you.
I wish I was more intelligent...
but I am a simple person. (^o^
I, totally, hope I didn't scare anyone. And if you think we're friends... do you think... you could just spend some little time exploring your own life with me? Someone to listen to you. I won't judge and say swear words, okay?
I have no idea I will be on next time... but I will appreciate it if you stayed and PM me or anything that stained your existence.
Psalm 107:4-9
"4.Some wondered in desert wastelands, finding no way to a city where they could settle.
5.They were hungry and thirstt, and their lives ebbed away.
6.Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress.
7.He led them by a straight way to a city where they could settle.
8.Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for men,
9.for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things."
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thankyou for reading. Much appreciated.
And plus sometimes I come out from the blue for those of who don't know me. If you're open about most things... then... you're alright.
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Seriously I'm not preaching!! I want to share something that you might felt. And I wonder if you have it too.
