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Oh. . . (>,< ~ ~ ~
my head is like a electrical station recieving smoke from everyone else. (<,> oh...
In my computering design class. It's a break right now and everyone's gone and so... I'm here. .. as usual by myself.
I'm too much a lonewlf when it comes to sticking around with classmates.
Oh well... maybe i shouldn't bother. Well, how's everyone today? Where ever you are, I hope the day is gonna be fine. I mean managable, y'know, something just made your day or something. Come to think, everyday I have been thinking, I want today to be easy. And to live as a christian, it's nothing like easy at all. A christian should *really* be challaging one's life. And maybe that's why some christians live a full and awed of God live.
I guess, I try and stuff, but recently I have be thinking quite a lot of disturbing things.
Oh. . . how bother!
I think I might be seeing a counsellor soon though, I truly doubt it. But it would be some help if they can open my mind to explore it for myself.
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Do I want to succed in life? Hmm... I don't know. Maybe, but I'm scared of it. Do I want to be a failure? Maybe, I do. And do I want to live a holy and godly life?
I don't know, maybe. I would say yes but... it seems like there isn't much chance since sometimes I don't think I'm worth anything. Even if I was to *feel* worth something... why should I act upon it?
So many things in life that puzzles me and I can't understand it truly if everyone says to do this or to do. The only thing that I can be sure is that *I* have to take the road and journey for myself to see what the world really is!!
But I'm pretty much afraid. Actually, a totally king of cowardice when it comes to life and all.
Sometimes I am wise and other times I'm a total fool. And so, maybe that's why I have to watch what I say. You reap what you sow, as somewhere the Bible says.
If it is true that the Bible is God's words, shouldn't it be more than just a book of text?
I find myself puzzled in concept.
"It's just a book printed by people who have the money to do such a thing. Why does it cost to buy a Bible if God is truly real??"
Oh... my mind. It's blasting a random stuff but anyway, I hope you all have a nice week, cause I know I'm not, not for sure that is.
Yeah, the computer at home is working and the printer thingy is working too, so that means... I'll have some art sometime!!
Anyway, I don't know what I should do with my art that I upload. Real life events? Stories?
Well, I say... the project I'm thinking of doing is
Project: random charm.
and so... my pages will be like that some time when I upload it. And so... maybe some random ones as well.
If there is anything you want to share, go ahead, send my a PM. Or just to let me know how you're doing. Either way it would be great to know you're there or just to drop by.
Arigatou gozaimasu!!
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Angsvnt
~Life is Bittersweet~
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Head crazy, head crazy!
