Now, I have to say... how can I be so open about everything... and now, thinking about it... I should have controlled myself a bit better especially things that have nothing to do with the other person...
I have a poem right that I'm getting...
Recently< I have not been feeling so good and my life seems to be in the shallow. I was this is normal for a christian life. And I guess, I REALLY NEED GOD!!! I feel like I'm at edge...
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My brother just told me now... Scotland, in rugby, beat... ENGLAND!!! (^>^ !!!! YEAH!!!
He just explained it to me how Scotland won... yeah!!! I'm happy again!!! Yeah!!!
BlueAngel4
Yensid
(^_^'
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How can I trust you??
If there were something
I wanted from you
it would be
your attention, your eye
and your affection
I know I sound so 'wierd' and 'odd'
cause you don't and can't
see what I mean
If you were just for me
I could trust and say what I feel
but in this world
you can't know, you can't see
it's me I'm hurt
I'm sad and I'm broke
If you make me funny
and tell everyone I'm not
Will I find out your true within
I see nothing I am there
But if someone is better
I guess it's alright
I don't want you to
say I'm sad, I'm low
but that's just me
I may not look like
a model, a hansome hotface
At least I know what's
important to me
Only if you
started to
trust in me
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[Thought of the day]
Trust, where do I stand in everyone's eye?
I hope I could say I'm not all I look
but today, appearance is everyone's dream
Life is not money, nor achievement
Statist in society is what you are?
Not me, not look, Nor I see
I wish one thing to be set free
[Artwork]
=From my project CD cover and this is the ink drawing I did. It was called "Half-manga" but now... I'm not sure if I'll finish. But anyway, I wish you all, friends, to have a fine week!!!=
Patrick, truly!
~I will pray for comfort~
~in his name, Oh friend~
~What else could I do~
~to make you understand~
~GoOut,GodIN~
