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Only
If only
you could be more
than a word
I might be happier
to see, to feel and smell
your presence round
If only
you were more than
a vision, an image and a mysterious cloud
that floats around
I might do what was
asked
rather than doing in vain
I want to know
that I am not alone
in this world, this land
this city and plan
I want to touch
your face, your body
your hands and feet
to know truly
what my purpose is
I lack of truth
I lack of just
but I hope to make up
by my love that sucks
So...
If only
I could touch your
truth
I might be
joyful, lucky, and awe-inspired
for your love is
out there, far-fetched though acknowledged
in me
All I wish
is to feel your tone
and watch your eyes
but in the darkness
I have lost
my goals, my happiness
my laughs and myself
And I have only despair
now I grief for your glory
in this cursed world
Patrick
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There, my poem for today... I have a blocked nose and feeling high. And no, I don't mean, drug sweet hyper HIGH but high temperature high, okies?
So... *urgh* (=,=
Laters... I have to STILL go to college tomorrow...
*sob* *sob* *sob*
[Thought of the Day#05]
There, I felt the shame and guilt of my inner said but still, I'm not going to change anything for you.
[Feeling]
Like a blasted tortoise...
~HelpOUT,GodIN~
