Thursday, May 18, 2006

found this on a site...

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   What ever happen to friendship.......
this is not how the real world works.... it's all in the head that you'd be best friends forever.... at least in the fucked up world that I live in....
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Death..... That's all that's going to happen
Death, That's all that's going to happen,
and then what.
What will happen after.
People don't stop to show someone they care
until something happens
They through rose petals on a grave
but never give a single rose to them when alive.
Who cares what others live by
How can peace be given out.
Where is the hope that was
The peace and love I felt long ago
They where never there to begin with
Never a single rose.
Of course I know that no one will put rose petals on my grave.
No one would even come.
I am not even a person to anyone.
Only an animal that they can abuse
Only a toy that they can play with then leave on the streets.
Broken and useless again and again.
Go ahead and kick me to the side.
Go ahead and through me away.
It's not like I matter.
It's not like I care anymore.
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   Friend hate....
One of my friends really hates me a lot. I always walk with him because he lives near a bad area and I'm afraid that he's going to get hurt. There has already been shotings over there and I want to watch out for him. I would do the same for any friend but he doesn't see it that way. I have a crush on him and he knows it even though he's gay and thinks I'm trying to take over his life when all I want to do is make sure he doesn't get shot at. I don't know what to do anymore. I've also been getting a lot of dreams of him getting shot at and everthing. Even a few of him dieing because of it. It would be my falt if one day I don't go with him and all of a suddent he ends up hurt because I didn't protect him. That's how I feel anyway. I know I souldn't worry but I can't help it. I have no idea what to do or even what to tell him. He doesn't understand me at all though I try to explain it. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. If he got hurt because of anything I did or from something that I could of stopped, I really would try to kill myself because if I can't protect someone I care about weather it's Vicca or any of my freinds, then what am I good for.
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   So Tired......
I'm so tired today. I have to go on a camping comation this weekend but I'm not ready. I really need a brake... Maybe I can get it on my birthday....
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

*sigh* I'M INOSINT!!!
"What is wrong with people today,
They talk about sex and Drugs to much.
What ever happened to the days of inosince
What happened as we were growing up.
What happen to the small children that would run from the oppisit sex."

Some girls that I sit by started talking about a lot of really nasty stuff like... well... I won't say because of this site being rated 13 and up but oh my god. I'm still a virgon for crying out loud! I don't need to hear that stuff!

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Monday, May 15, 2006

   Another reminder....
Damn... Does everyone in this school have someone. Every single day I keep seeing people kissing and hugging in the halls. It's freckin' ideodic! It's just another reminder that I won't ever find someone.

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

Guest Book Clean Up!
Ok.... I deleated a lot of posts from people who never come to my site anymore... I'm sorry if I deleated your but you can write another one if you want... I had way to many...
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   He's still not here....
He's still not here and even worse... I think someting bads happened. I really want to help him... he told me he had allargies but somethings not right. I'm going to give him something that might help soon.
PS... I didn't draw this...
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

I drew this then Colored it....

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