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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   Friend hate....
One of my friends really hates me a lot. I always walk with him because he lives near a bad area and I'm afraid that he's going to get hurt. There has already been shotings over there and I want to watch out for him. I would do the same for any friend but he doesn't see it that way. I have a crush on him and he knows it even though he's gay and thinks I'm trying to take over his life when all I want to do is make sure he doesn't get shot at. I don't know what to do anymore. I've also been getting a lot of dreams of him getting shot at and everthing. Even a few of him dieing because of it. It would be my falt if one day I don't go with him and all of a suddent he ends up hurt because I didn't protect him. That's how I feel anyway. I know I souldn't worry but I can't help it. I have no idea what to do or even what to tell him. He doesn't understand me at all though I try to explain it. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. If he got hurt because of anything I did or from something that I could of stopped, I really would try to kill myself because if I can't protect someone I care about weather it's Vicca or any of my freinds, then what am I good for.
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