Thursday, December 1, 2005

  

Where to begin? Okay, as you may know, when I last left off on the site, I was going to Mexico again with my boyfriend to see his baby brother get christened. Well, the car ride there was UNBEARABLE. Juan's baby sister came with us this time, and she had to listen to her damn little mermaid song over and over again for six freakin' hours! No matter how loud I made my CD player, it didn't do me any good. When we finally got there, I was relieved. We had a good first day. I stayed up all night with my boyfriend and watched Aliens. It was nice because we got to share a bed, NOT THE BAD WAY! We were away from each other. LOL. On the next day, we didn't get to go shopping, but instead, we went to see a movie at a very HUGE mall. It was a very fancy and expensive mall too. We saw the movie Flight Plan, which was pretty good. I liked the movie. Very suspenseful. On the final day in Mexico, Juan and I went shopping in a market where I was rushed to buy items for my family. The reason why I was rushed was because we had to go to the baptism immediately after the shopping spree. At the church, I met some more of my boyfriends relatives. They were awesome! I loved them very much! ^____^ After the baptism, we all went back home and had a party before we headed back to America. And of course, the ride back to America was hell for me again, because I had to listen to that damn little mermaid song over and over again for six hours. -______- I so wanted to die. Well, when we finally made it back to America, Juan took me home just to give me the worst news ever; he broke up with me. After inviting me to Mexico and introducing his family to me as if I were going to be his girlfriend a lot longer. I was heartbroken, pissed, you name it. He said it was because of my depression. I am no longer depressed. I have been seeking help from a counselor and I have been on medication, so the depression is virtually gone. He waited until I began to recover to step all over my heart. As if that wasn't good enough, before we went to Mexico, my dog ran away, and he never came back! So, I am very heartbroken because I miss my dog very much. And if that wasn't worse, I got thrown out of my house because I was seeking help for my depression! My mother said the most hurtful things to me. She broke my heart. In the end though, I had to stay with my sister for awhile, until she had moved her friend in her place. Including me, that would have meant that there were 8 people living in a two bedroom apartment. So, I decided to move out of there. I spent the night at Juan's, yep, my ex-boyfriend's place. After that, I went back home, and everything seemed to be improving, until my mother went crazy on me again. I ended up going to school that day in tears. I lashed out at everyone. Sorry Lydia. It was just a horrible day for me. Juan was so worried about me that he sat and chatted with me for an hour and a half. He cheered me up a lot. He told me that he loved me too, which shocked me. The next day, I had another appointment with my counselor. Juan and I ended up going back together ever since. So, everything is all good right now. ^____^ What a wacky November, wouldn't you say? Well, Laterz! >

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