Birthday 1988-06-03 Gender
Male Location On the front lines in the battle for honor, purity, and women's rights. Member Since 2005-11-22 Occupation Car Detailer by day, Warrior by night. Real Name Joshua. Also known as Angelus, Venom, VeNoMtheMighty, Van Helsing.
Personal
Achievements Working my way through college, aiming for a degree in psychology. I've become quite a good writer over the years, and hope to publish my works soon. Anime Fan Since Probably about 10 years old - Digimon was the first anime I truely loved. Favorite Anime Ergo Proxy, Black Lagoon, Ghost in the Shell, Hellsing, Burst Angel, and Neon Genesis Evangelion. My favorite Manga is Bleach. Goals To become a novelist, and find love. Hobbies Writing, drawing, reading, video games. Talents Writing, drawing, physical strength. A great work ethic.
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Mad World Lyrics:
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one new me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world
Pics:
Dawn:
Dusk:
Anya of "Gears of War"
Alice of Resident Evil
Movies
Well, I just got back from the movies a while ago. I went with Constantine (whom everyone calls Kostik, by the way) and his "girlfriend". They haven't really commited to anything yet (as far as I understand). But they are a very cute couple. ^_^ And Caroline is rather...shall I say, beautiful? lol Kostik certainly is lucky. ^_^
We saw "the Holiday". It was actually really good. I had had doubts going into it, but it was good. It was one of those "feel good" movies.
Anyway, well, I have nothing to do for the rest of today, except give Kostik a ride to his work. God, he's helpless. lol Just kidding. ^_^
Nothing much going on. I just helped my friend email a girl. I saw what he was writing and kicked him off, saying "let me handle this, you dumb fuck." lol I've been raised around girls, and most of my friends are girls too, so my expertise may have won him a girlfriend. ^_^ And I'm sure he hates me writing this. As long as I don't use his name, *cough* Contantine *cough* then his secret of using my writing skills to win girls should be safe. Muahahahahaha!
Pics:
Berserker from "Gears of War"
Marcus Fenix of "Gears of War"
Beautiful woman...
This pic makes me thirsty...
Over it
I have a shorter day at work today...only 10 hours, as opposted to 12. -_-'
I think I have gotten over my depression - it felt good to write it all down, as I did for these last couple posts. I still have the same feelings about the situation, but I am coping as best I can.
Thank you all for your kind words. ^_^
Pics:
Amelia (Görög Zita) from "Underworld"
Devil May Cry's Nero battling some demons
But the question is, is Nero ready to battle this guy:
Saruman and the Fighting Uruk-Hai
Warning: Extremely romantic video
Shane and Carmen
It's Shoujo-ai, so be warned...
A Shackled Workhorse is Me -_-'
My life right now:
I have no time to be with the one I love.
I have no time to pursue my dreams (which is partially because of my parents).
I was born in the wrong freaking time period.
I have no fight left. I feel like giving up. I work up to 12 hours a day. I have no time for those I love. My system is overloaded with negative, and suffering from a lack of positive. I spend all of the daylight hours indoors, in a small booth cleaning filthy cars.
I have no idea what to do. I feel like I'm running around with my head cut off. I have no sense of direction. All of my hopes and dreams are fading before my eyes - and my hands are bound and unable to do anything about it.
Maybe I'm suffering from winter depression. I want to see the sun again!
Well, I may be going to see a movie after work on Saturday with Constantine and Caroline...that should be fun.
Question of the day: Is man/woman master of his/her own fate?
Pics:
The Union of the Two Powers
Walter of the Hellsing Organization
Seras Victoria
Me! lol The vampire Angelus, first appearing in Buffy the Vampire Slayer! Muahahaha!
Will Work for another World.
I feel like screaming right now. I feel like my emotions are strong enough to cause the world to explode - or implode. I feel like I'm down on my knees in a rainstorm with the sharp drops of water beating into my back. I need something to cling to, something...anything. I'm actually crying right now. I haven't done that in ages. God! I want out of this prison that is my life! I hate this place! My town, my work, my parents, my sister, my whole fucking world! It's all wrong!
I am a full-fledging man, born for another world, and it's tearing me apart. I am shackled at the wrists and ankles, unable to free myself. There is no hope for me - I can never become what I was born to become.
I know without a fact I was born for something greater than the life I am leading. I am living in a world in which I have no purpose...my potential is dormant, and it's killing me.
It sucks to be born into the wrong age.
Perhaps I can find myself in the War on Terror...
My one joy is a young vampiress named Crystal...
Pics:
Shane/Katherine Moennig
I want this figurine:
Agent BloodRayne
Winry Rockbell from "FullMetal Alchemist"
A poem from Draculina to me...
Maybe my told your heart
it had a parking place outside
or that we both like taking walks
and doing things at night
or maybe maybe our hearts have the same favorite colors
and found each other that way
or that they both like sunshine best
and always telling the summer to stay
or maybe your heart sent my heart a secret messege
that said: I've been waiting for you..let's go
or maybe when it comes to things like this...
there aren't reasons...
hearts just know