Birthday • 1988-06-03 Gender •
Male Location • On the front lines in the battle for honor, purity, and women's rights. Member Since • 2005-11-22 Occupation • Car Detailer by day, Warrior by night. Real Name • Joshua. Also known as Angelus, Venom, VeNoMtheMighty, Van Helsing.
Personal
Achievements • Working my way through college, aiming for a degree in psychology. I've become quite a good writer over the years, and hope to publish my works soon. Anime Fan Since • Probably about 10 years old - Digimon was the first anime I truely loved. Favorite Anime • Ergo Proxy, Black Lagoon, Ghost in the Shell, Hellsing, Burst Angel, and Neon Genesis Evangelion. My favorite Manga is Bleach. Goals • To become a novelist, and find love. Hobbies • Writing, drawing, reading, video games. Talents • Writing, drawing, physical strength. A great work ethic.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
The Girl I Love
Yesterday was a day where I found I simply could not get the girl I love off of my mind. Perhaps it was Alphonse13's question on her website, one that asked for two things that I love about the girl I have a "crush" on. But whatever the reason, it sent me into a day where I thought about HER constantly. Which is not too unusual - I think about her alot, but yesterday it was CONSTANT.
But the thing is, I'm not sure what I feel for her. I know she matters to me more than anything else in this world, and that I feel the need to protect her, to be there for her always. And I feel like I'm in love, but my mind tells me not to jump to conclusions. Probably because my sister has professed to be "in love with" more guys than I can count with ten fingers, and so I've learned to be careful. But then my soul, my heart, is telling me this is love. And to a degree it is true. I do LOVE her, of that I am certain, but am I IN LOVE with her?
Perhaps I think too much. Everyone tells me I do. Sometimes I feel like I think so much and so hard that I reach things that are way bigger than myself and my mind. And I know I'm probably getting some weird looks right about now. lol Anyway, sorry that I babbled on.
Oh, and I wanted to ask everyone if they got any pms from me recently. I've been trying out my pm system, trying to see if it's working again.
Quote of the day: "Kagome...did you have to make such a dramatic entrance!?!" - InuYasha
Currently Listening to: "My Best Friend" by Weezer (I ripped it onto my media player, Steph. lol)
The Girl I Love
