Birthday • 1988-06-03 Gender •
Male Location • On the front lines in the battle for honor, purity, and women's rights. Member Since • 2005-11-22 Occupation • Car Detailer by day, Warrior by night. Real Name • Joshua. Also known as Angelus, Venom, VeNoMtheMighty, Van Helsing.
Personal
Achievements • Working my way through college, aiming for a degree in psychology. I've become quite a good writer over the years, and hope to publish my works soon. Anime Fan Since • Probably about 10 years old - Digimon was the first anime I truely loved. Favorite Anime • Ergo Proxy, Black Lagoon, Ghost in the Shell, Hellsing, Burst Angel, and Neon Genesis Evangelion. My favorite Manga is Bleach. Goals • To become a novelist, and find love. Hobbies • Writing, drawing, reading, video games. Talents • Writing, drawing, physical strength. A great work ethic.
myOtaku.com: Angelusvampire
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Brooding and Love-Struck
Hey, my otaku friends. I have a dilemma. I was just pacing around the room, running my hands through my hair, trying to sort my thoughts out. I have such a CRAVING for Ashley, the girl in my class at college. Not only physically. From the first moment I saw her, I saw a depth in her eyes. An endless sea, an unknown realm that is driving me mad. I need to know this woman.
Which in turn leads me to thoughts of "What can I do to become a better, more worthy man?" I want to serve my girlfriend's every need. I want to be flawless. I've become obsessed with self-perfection. But I'm not even sure what that is, because, as logic tells me, it doesn't exist. Perfection is impossible.
God, I could use a cigar right about now.
Since most of you are women, could those of you that are tell me what attracts you to a guy? I'd really appreciate it.
There are so many thoughts running through my head. If I wrote them all down you'd be reading until you were...dead. So I guess I'll end this post. Now I'm going to go and sit on the trunk of my car, smoking a cigar, wondering what the hell I can do to get Ashley to love me. And before you give me a good-intentioned speech about not smoking, don't worry. I only smoke one once in a great while. *wink* And I am of legal age to purchase tobacco products. lol
I think I'm going crazy.
Guess I'll post some entertainment stuff I have stored in my server...
