Sunday, February 4, 2007

   remembering
if there is one thing i have gotten out of life, it is to always take pictures. i was looking through some old photos of mine the other day, remembering when these events occured. i have so manys photos but not enough frames or albums for them. i have decided that one day when i have my own place im gonna post every single picture i have one the walls, no matter what i have to do to make them stick there. thi way i can remember everything that has happened in life. i even found a special pic of my cousins when they were little. they are almost grown up now but being able to see the pic made me think of what could have been if things didnt get so screwed up. so now with my new inventive idea of stickin pics all over the walls i should be able to rememeber all of the good times in life.
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Saturday, February 3, 2007

   some wut hopeful
life has been a real "box chocolates" so far. i have finally met a guy who is in my book awesome but dont know where we r going with it. guess ill have to wait and see. on the flip side ive been living with my cousin for a few while going to school. the transition was hard at first b/c i wasnt with my mom or dad nemore, but toni is awesome. she's like the big sister half the time and then she's also like the mom the other half, but in a good way. my stress level is way down and i dont worry nemore about pleasing my parents. i think every one can relate to that. but there is some one i have been trying to find. my lil cousin angie bailey. the whole family wants to hear from her and i hope that i can find her and talk to her and just let her know that her mom, my cousin, has been missing her so much. i know that if things had turned out different Angie and i woulda been buds all the way. even though im 19 years old now and she should be about 15-16, we would've been close. we woulda been the trouble makers in the family, always doing sumthing wrong lol. i miss that girlso much. i just hope that thngs work out ok and that trying to find her isnt a mistake.
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