Sunday, March 21, 2004

Ahhh, I had forgotten how much I loved myO. So dark and calm..just how I like it. It's good to be back, thanks for the comments and the signing of the guest book, much appreciated. Just wanted to say I'm back..can't really think of anything to say right now..>.>...Laters
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Thursday, January 22, 2004

theOtaku.com: What NERV Child Are You?

I believe the results are very accurate. Although I may seem like it, but I'm not always happy and cheerful. Some of you may have noticed this. I am actually really kind of complicated. I know everyone has mood swings and what not, but I am a moody person. One minute I'll be the Annie you are accustomed to seeing, then at the drop of a hat, I'm quiet, depressed, angry, solemn, somber, etc.

This side of me has become more prominant in recent weeks due to the fact of my nearing departure.

No happy notes today. School isn't any better. Essays, finals, crying friends, family...build up of stress that no one, let alone myself, should have. Well, one happy note will prove me corrected. I showed my English teacher my poem that I wrote in the Poetry, Fan Fiction, and Literature Forum of the Otaku Public. She loved it and praised me for it..which felt nice to me because I don't write poetry that often, so I'm glad she said she loved it.

*shrugs* Yays for me..

Later
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Well, today at school was kind of depressing. First off, it's finals week at school. So I'm running around, making sure all of my grades are fine for me to graduate on Friday. Plus, trying to study for finals >.<..

Next, I have all of my friends wigging out over me. They have threatened to take me hostage, that way I won't go to boot camp. My good friend, Naomi, clung to me all day. Everytime she saw me, she hugged me nearly to death. Which I didn't mind because she's a sweety. She started crying on me! I felt bad, but I felt loved.

*sighs* Well, my grown-up life has to begin sometime, might as well start now, right? It's just so overwhelming to think..

Next Tuesday: Boards the flight to boot camp, aka Hell. I will be getting yelled at for no reason (I'm used to that living at home, but this is constant). I will be restricted from everything that I have taken for granted. I will no longer have a say so in what I do (for 6 weeks anyway). I will be drug through the most rigorous work out that I will ever have in my life. I will be alone, no one that I know. Of course, I will make a couple of friends, but it won't be the same. I'll still be alone in myself.

Seven months later: I come home to no school. I begin plans for college(hopefully in San Diego, CA).

Craziness it is to think that I'm actually going forth. In high school, it feels as if you are going nowhere..when in fact, that's exactly what is happening. I am, however, happy to get out of high school. I am tired of all the drama, all of the immaturity, all of the bull spit that goes on.

So, I leave you for now until I come back to update either tomorrow or the next time I decide to. But I won't leave you completely just yet. I will write a letter to you all before I leave for seven months.
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Sunday, January 18, 2004

Hahahahahahahahaha! I am evil, aren't I?
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As you may have noticed, I have made substantial changes to my site. I would like to sex..I mean thank Des and Charles for their help. Especially, Charles. It took him and me over an hour to try and get that damned picture up. I really owe you one, Charles. So, if you like my new look, please comment. If you don't, then you can leave, now.

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