Thursday, February 24, 2005

Your mysterious..... Like you have a secret but,
everyone has secrets that they don't want
anyone to know. So don't be ashamed if you
think you weird but, your not. It's cool being
mysterious like you might have cool
techniques:)


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Today's update is a bit of a downer. Nothing bad really happened, it's just that I felt really down.

First of all, I saw the movie Hitch, starring Will Smith and Eva Mendez. The movie was much better than I had expected it to be. A bit dragged out in a few places, and there were some scenes that could have been left out. Some phrases were over-cheesed, some where sweet and actually made me go "awww". All around, not a terrible movie.

So, everything was good up until I got home. Suddenly, as soon as I step through the door, I just fell into an odd mood. I was tired (from lack of sleep, and my puppy bouncing and tackling me while I was still asleep at 7 AM) and hungry. I go into the kitchen and throw some Ramen in the microwave, and walk into the living room to sit down and watch a movie with the parents.

Nope, can't do that. My mother's ordering me around to go get her shoes and jacket. So, I sigh, and do as I was told. Then, I'm asked to start the truck so she can take my sis into work. I sigh once more, and go on a search for the keys. Nowhere to be found. Turns out my dad had them. So I grabbed them from him and started the truck. I walk into the house, and my little brothers invade my "room" for my manga.

I snapped at them, and got online, hoping to relax. Nope, can't do that either. I browse the Lounge, and find two religious threads....Meh. I responded to both, but didn't fly off the handle. I don't think I'll post in either again, unless someone decides to insult me. I was relieved to see Juu's hair colour thread, lol. She's so pretty ^_^ I think the light blue was my fav pic (the one where she said she looked sick, lol).

I know I said I'd break from the OB after the Bikini Bandits, but I couldn't help it. I posted a short story in the Anthology v_v That forum is so addicting. There's seriously got to be subliminal messages of some sort, or something. The story was actually something that really happened to me, heh.

Speaking of stories, this is something that's kind of contributed to me feeling down. Well, please don't take this into the wrong, but I've been feeling that my stories haven't been appreciated. Stories= Bikini Bandits chapters. Yes, yes, I know the lot of the Bandits appreciate the hard work; and I'm glad. I spent hours on each chapter, editing words, actions, situations, and the works. Mainly on the last five or six chapters of the story. I was so pressed for writing them, but I wanted to do it. I mean, the final chapter alone took me about four hours (between interruptions and potty breaks).

*shrug* Maybe I'm asking too much from a few people. But it's nice to have feedback after bending my ability..which I hardly think I have. I hear all the time that I'm a great writer. But I do not feel it, or see it. Not when I go into the Anthology and read the most amazing stories from Shy or various members, and I'm blown away. I've just recently read through one of Shin's works, and I'm astounded (and I slapped myself for not reading his previous stories). Jealous, a little bit, but not too much. They, and other members, are amazing writers, and I respect them. I love their work. And I know I do not have that skill. I feel that my stories are kind of--lacking.

Meh.
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