Tuesday, February 12, 2008

   COSPLAY!
I got my cosplay up immmmm ugly so go look <3 heart lol
i took 4736457648925 Pics that dAY LOL THE CAPS IS ON OH WELL!
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Monday, February 11, 2008

   camera whore
i took like 20 pics of me today lol
im putting a few on here i'll shove them in my cosplay so they stay there =D
for all you people who want to see how hideous i am =D
i'll wear a sand headband in a few if i remember =D

my day was kinda fun miko peacock actually is clinging to me like before
cause im so worried! he is sick again! so im bringing him medicine =D i want him all betters!
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

   last night was great!
i hung out with ichigo-dono14 which i havent seen since october!

it was so much fun! but this guy named Austin kept flirting with me >.<

everyone says im cute or adorable! WHY??? X/ ALL my exs have called me one of those at least once! (they mostly use sexy lol)

if you think im cute i will send you my HORRIBLY ugly picture of me i Hate it....
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Friday, February 8, 2008

Try to answer!
Be completely honest.

What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged u:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my?
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:

Would you?
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if i told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Reassure Me
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?
20. Hold me?

Have you ever?
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to bite me?
24. Kept something important from me?
25. Wanted to cuddle with me?

More.
26.

27. Are we friends?

28. When and how did we meet?

29. Describe me in one word:

30. What was your first impression?

31. What reminds you of me?

32. If you could give me anything what would it be?

33. How well do you know me?

34. When's the last time you saw me?

35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

You must answer all these questions and send them back to me, please dont hold back, be complety honest...
Y= Yes
N = No
M= Maybe

Would/will you?
[] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[] Fight me?
[] kiss me?
[]Let me kiss you?
[] Watch a movie with me?
[] Go out to dinner with me?
[] Sing car karaoke with me?
[] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] Hold my hand?
[] Let me make you breakfast?
[] Help me with homework?
[] Tickle me?
[] Let me tickle you?
[] Instant message me?
[] Greet me in public?
[] Hang out with me?
[] Bring me around your friends?
[] Be down with me no matter what?
[] Go out with me?

Do you?
[] Think I'm cute?
[] Think I'm serious?
[] Think I'm a good person
[] Think I'm conceided?
[] Want to kiss me?
[] Want to cuddle with me?
[] Want to hook up with me?
[] Love me?

Am I?
[] Smart?
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Sexy?
[] Cool?
[] Romantic?
[] A freak?
[] Gangster?
[] Lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Trustworthy
[] Compassionate?
[] Great to be with?
[] Attractive
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This is amazing, a 11 year old wrote this:
"You're gay." That is what I have been hearing for six years - ever since I started school. Kids say those words as a way to insult each other.

But it always bothered me because I know people who are gay. When people use the words "You're gay," it makes it seem like there's something wrong with being gay. I never thought that was right.

One night I told my mom that this was happening at school. She told me, "You should stand up to them." She told me she was proud of me for not teasing other kids and for not using "gay" as an insult, but she said sometimes it wasn't enough. Sometimes you should speak out when you think something's wrong.

I thought about this for a long time. I never had the guts to do it. But one day I stood up for myself. It was a rainy day. My teacher was late for class. All of a sudden I heard, "You're a faggot." I wanted to see who said that, but then the teacher came in.

Later, I heard those words again. The person who said it sat right next to me. He said to a boy (who wasn't very popular), "You're a gay faggot. I bet your whole family is too." I wanted to say something but the words just wouldn't come out. I guess I was too scared.

I kept hearing him say those words, and I really wanted to say something. Finally, I did. I said, "What if he is gay? Then what you gonna do about it?" I waited a few seconds and then said, "That's what I thought. See, you can't say nothin' 'cause there ain't nothin' to say. He's just another human being like everyone else." After I said that, it made me feel good. I really felt like I did something right.

After that day I really started to change. If anyone called someone gay, I would say something to them that would make them feel low. That stopped the gay-bashing for a while. After a few months, I told my mom what I had done. She was proud of me.

A few weeks later, somebody recognized what I did to help others. That somebody told me a secret that I would never forget. At recess she brought me to a quiet space that nobody played near.

I said, "Where you taking me?"

She told me, "I got to tell you something important." I decided to go. I saw where she was taking me. It was the closet where all the balls we use to play with at recess were taken from.

She took me there and said, "I have seen what you did for people who were being teased. I just wanted to tell you that my parents are gay. It is very hard for me to listen to all this gay-bashing. I really like what you did."

I asked, "Then how do you keep it a secret? I mean, at parent/teacher conferences, don't people see you have two moms?"

She told me, "Only one of my moms stays in my life at school. The other is in my life at home. They keep it that way so I don't get teased and to keep themselves safe."

After I heard this, it made me very sad. I was sad for her and sad for all the people who had to listen to this. Later that day I kept thinking, "Why do people make such a deal about gay people? I thought people would know better than that."

That night I told my mom the secret. She was quiet for the rest of the night, and so was I.

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I'm back!!!
well i FINALLY managed to get back on lol
my internet was being reallly gay
so much has happened! just message me to find out!!!
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Sunday, January 27, 2008

   WAAAAAAAA!
my pinkie hurts from GH2! someone kiss it better! T-T
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Thursday, January 24, 2008

   ahahahaha
today was good and bad X3 i want to shove down someone's throat

lol

ummmm yeah thats about it
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

   gah!
IM FREEZING!
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Thursday, January 17, 2008

mood: pensive
i made a new friend today lol
he looks emo and he sat in the corner alone (emo)

umm i passed all my Exams
lol i dont study
my "studying" consists of Guitar Hero lol

not too long ago my dad grabbed me by my jaw and gripped me so tightly all i could was cry
i couldnt even breathe

he ending up bruising my arm and jaw
i had to cover it with make up
i am always the target....


well, im gonna go play GH toodles
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