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Thursday, November 1, 2007


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im so glad im crying but it hurts so bad....

ive listened to that song dozens of times...

it finally dawned on me....i killed him....if only i had forced him to stay....he'd still be here...

when i gaped at him it broke his heart he didnt think i loved him as much as do....

i killed him.....i dont deserve to be alive



i sang Smother Me so many times i cant talk i rasp through the song sobbing....

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   im breaking again.....
there were these people my friend knew both boys but so in love with each other

Declan and Jacob

Declan was dying of cancer

idk which one dedicated Smother Me (The Used) to the other but one did

Vincent was so inspired by the two he dedicated that song to me but...


"warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?"


i cried...im still crying...vincent is gone...dead but he still effects me

i dont know how much i can possibly take

my love is gone

"I found my place in the world"
but its gone

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007


its 3 hours since i started!
gah.........my back hurts we're running out of magick so soon i'll give them a megalixir if they dont get more

only 24 bars left! =D

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   YIAZMAT!
again im fighting him.....one hour ten minutes in only 6 bars down.....

my team: Balthier
Vaan
Basch

accessory: all power armlet(immune stop)

Vaan: Ragnarok
golden skullcap
Maximillian

Balthier: Golden Axe
Ensanguined Shield
Circlet
Maximillian

Basch: Golden Axe
Demon Shield
Golden skullcap
Maximillian

All level 92

*sigh* the beginning is easy but the last eight bars he does multiple Death Strikes

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Monday, October 29, 2007


   this ish Valentine turk X3
http://www.music.com/images/memberphotos/gallery/500/8f/8ffa915c-ede8-4f66-b236-f2e5ca96b74c.jpg


this is my bestest friend and the only guy i ever loved <3 he's dead but still somehow i still love him. he never got angry. he was the little emo kid in da corner . he hated popularity but! he was my nummy cheese cake(inside joke) and i was his libban-chan X3

oh and his cat ated his muffin! hence his name! X3

i love that kid <3

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007


DED
T-T i almost beat it....i got down to 9 bars left(BTW THERE ARE 51!!) but then it did some super cool thing that like killed 2 of my 3 people....and i had no people with magick in my reserve SOO i got frustrated and turned the game off 5 hours wasted.. but any who! this week so far SUCKS they're taking little max away from me....and now another guy likes me...i just broke up with my boyfriend this guy(Dakota) is so sweet, but my temper might be too much BTW im not sure he likes me But it seems like it
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Monday, October 22, 2007


Yiazmat, THE strongest monster in Final Fantasy XII
if i die....remember me....if i dont answer i am probally ded or in therapy or something

or im still fighting it....

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Friday, October 19, 2007


BLANK
______
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tornado...
one hit yesterday...i was so afraid....

i wrote a letter to Vincent telling him how much i missed him

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Thursday, October 18, 2007


   ???
why did some of you laugh? i dont see the hilarity in my last post.

my name is Desiree' but im not acting like me anymore

i feel empty....

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