Sunday, September 16, 2007

   Save your tears for the day when your pain is far behind never fear we are soldiers stand or die
Vincent is on my mind again...Ghost in the shell was his all time favorite anime...bleach made me cry and blood + just made it worse so i watched GITS it cheered me up
i still feel sad....i havent felt this bad since he died...all i wanted was to hear a voice telling me its ok...that i'll be fine.but that's too much to ask.i have become more dependent of my friends but they cant help me they dont understand me no one does only vincent did

he always loved my singing voice he made me promise that i would...
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Saturday, September 15, 2007

*yawn*
yesterday was great i hugged tons of hot guys (X]]) AND this drop dead sexy emo guy named zack i nearly fainted but instead i was blushing for a long while XD! ZOMG! He's shmexy but way outta my legue...T-T

uhh i have a lota things to draw and im getting paid for another one *sigh* i hate drawing on demand oh well i get $10 for a 4" drawing so...i guess it doesnt matter
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Friday, September 14, 2007

thanks...
thank you all
you made me cry when i wasnt able to thank you

i feel so empty lately...one of my friends says i should get a boyfriend and that it will help me get over vincent but every guy i look for is vincent so...

maybe i shouldnt try just yet

i've lost my inspiration to draw now drawing is more of a chore than a habit i need inspiration...but idk where to look

oh and Max isnt taking the site its just till he goes back to Boston

i cant comment today....sorry
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Thursday, September 13, 2007

Max
thats vincents little bro for all you who dont go to his site

he found out what cremation was and he lost it
i had to calm him down b/c his parents werent able to...

*sigh* im so depressed i cant cry anymore im afraid i'll grow cold hearted and just push the world away...
idk what to do anymore...
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Sunday, September 9, 2007

thank you knight
thank you knight and all the people who came to visit....

damn it...my stupid step mom made me miss most of blood +....so now i have to stay awake til 3....

im glad i watched naruto it really made me think about what i planned to do
ha....the voice of kakashi plays solomon...but the way kai felt made me remember what i said when i heard what max(vincents little bro) said when he told me he died...actually what i said when i heard...
i tried tricking my mind into believing he's alive...
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Saturday, September 8, 2007

how can you smile through my tears? the world keeps moving foward and im just left alone
i dont wanna post this but...Valentine turk died on 9/6/2007 at 8:42 p.m.
i havent done much more than cry im not moping just crying i feel sick to my stomache i keep vomiting more and more
i still feel that yucky sick feeling in my throat

vincent was coughing up blood and...there was so much i wasnt there but i still had this bad feeling that something was wrong i never thought...

he stabbed himself in the throat and killed himself.....
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Friday, September 7, 2007

happy birthday knightwolfgirl!
yup today is meh sis's b-day


i have news i dont wanna give so i'll post it tomorrow i dont wanna ruin sis's special day

its really bad news....

im off to visit

loves yas sis
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Thursday, September 6, 2007

   cant visit!
i've got a ton of stuff to do so i promise to visit tommorow!
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

   *yawn* its 5:25 am....so sleepy..but i gotta get ready to leave at 6:10...i love meh hair it looks like rukia's(bleach) cept the wisp in the middle of her face
oops long title
Vincent Diasuke Naoto is the guy if you were wondering his site is Valentine turk *yawn* too early *dies* ....im hungry *reborn as a zombie*
i got a geometry test....and i gotta copy homework....so lazy...
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

   XD!
*Yaoi thoughts!* XDDDDDDDDDDD vincent is such a perv! he was all talking to me and hitting on meh....ha! then his boyfriend was pissed cause earlier he had said that he loved vincent
and vincent just said thanks and went to call me
i think his bf is jealous that vincent is in love with me oh well X3 im a perverted chicky yaoi amuses me

uhh vincent had told kaida not to let me talk about him so i yelled at him he's so whipped

uhh im drawing a manga for meh friend its in japanese so...i gotta draw it
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