Friday, February 2, 2007

   i had a horrible dream
it left me terribly sad.... and confused about the world....
and i dont feel like sharing it with you people because its very personal and i only really posted this for my bfs feedback
but for those who have had horrible dreams that leave you shattered, feel free to share with me your feedback from what i have said.
thankyou for your time
~Sarah elizabeth
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Sunday, January 21, 2007

   I DREWDED SOME ANGELS
okay, my friend had this one character named Raul (rawl, like paul but with an r) and she wanted me to draw him. well her character description she requested him to have this and that and so on, including him to be nude, but mostly angels are always nude so what should it matter if i drew a naked person, i used my cencorship XD
RAUL character page 1 i drew this a while back:


RAUL character page 2, action pose, i drew this a while ago as well:

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

   MY LIFE AS WE KNOW IT
my life is just a fucking whatever the hell
a fucking whirlwind.
im so glad i have bill
without him i wouldnt be who i am today.
he kept me from turning into a fucking ROBOT
although i am like a robot now , more of a zombie really.
but without bill i would be nothing.
i love him with in the very depths of my soul.
with every fiber of my bieng, and i dont know what i would do if i ever lost him.
i love you bill,
always
~sarah
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

   i call it IN MY SHOES
yes i wrote this

i walk a thousand steps
up and down my agitations
a roller coaster of fortune
nowhere to hide
with every step i get closer
closer to death
closer to self realization
and in some cases
happiness
i walk a thousand steps
closer to myself
im always far away
things just make this
stroll a little longer
a little harder
everyday
i walk a thousand steps
a thousand miles
a thousand years
whats the differennce
noone really cares
hatred all around
a small coverage
of hope and lust
seven deadly sins
taking hold of thee
neva gonna get away
slowly taking hold
oppression
corruption
depression
DECEPTION
in a cage too small
waiting till i grow too tall
to break from these shackals
these bars
these locks
this cage too small
i walk a thousand steps
pacing in and out of conciousness
the same routine
to the left
to the right
every day and night
a monotonous madness
every day
the same woe
oh how id like to go
walk away from here
id like to finally
get somewhere
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Friday, January 5, 2007

   BASTARD CHILD
yes i wrote this

non existant vows
oh how
how could you concieve a child
youre not approved by this church
so they left
they left
fuck that church
bastard childs what they got
fuck them
they werent married
he wasnt protected
she wasnt careful
so then she got pregnantwith me
in the eyes of the church
i am nothing to them
my upbringing damned me from the start
to them im a bastard
a bastard child
so just kill
me now
for being here
by my parents
who werent tied
leave
me here
to drown
in tears
all alone
just leave me alone!
in the eyes of the church
i am nothing to them
my birth damned me from the start
to them im a bastard
a bastard child
so just kill
me now
for being here
c'mon you said
i was a bastard
i died inside
YOU LIED
leave
me here
to die from fear
all alone
with noone
ill leave
ill go
far away
from here
forever more
so leave
me here
to drown in tears
all alone
never to return home
LEAVE ME ALONE
ILL GO TO HIM
FAR AWAY FROM YOU MOTHERFUCKERS

writen by sarah pitman, 2006
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Sunday, December 31, 2006

HEYYY people
sorry i havent been on for a while
iv been very busy
things have been hectic

Which cast member of 'Things To Do in Dagenham When You're Dead' are you?

You're Murdoc! You're deep and complex- moreso than anybody would ever guess. You're hot tempered and violent, easily annoyed and a downright terror when you don't get your way- but you're also heartbroken and even a little sensitive. You have those who are dear to you and will do most anything for them- just so long as nobody's looking. You've got a reputation to keep up, after all. Music is your lifeblood- it's kept you alive through the roughest spots in your life. You totally can't stand posers. All in all, there's a good guy in there someplace, under all the devils and cigarette smoke- only so many know how to find it, though, and that suits you just fine.
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Sunday, December 10, 2006

songs......lyrics...
you are the night dear
as i lay sleeping
i dreamt i held you in my arms
but when i woke up
i was mistaken
and i hung my head and i cried

you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you'd never know dear
how much i love you
please dont take my sunshine away.
________

everyday i love him just a little bit more
little bit more
a little bit more
everyday i love him just a little bit more
and he loves me the same
baby if you want to get off
oh baby if you want to get on
it makes no sense at all
oh i saw red!
i saw red
i saw red
one more secret lover that i shot dead.
girls dont go crazy
oh girls dont go crazy
no girls dont go crazy
when the men use you.ohh.
you women hold your men tight
if it makes you feel alright
its your own life.
__________
a percentage of us tow the line
the rest of us are out of reach
everybody party time
some of us
may never sleep again
dracula dracula
dracula dracula
__________
everybodys here with me
got no camera to see
dont think im not all in this world
camera wont let me go
the verdict doesnt love our soul
the digital wont let me go
yeah yeah yeah ill pay
when tomorrow
tomorrow comes today
stereo i want it on
its takin me far too long
dont think im all in this world
dont think ill be here to long
dont think ill be here to long
dont think ill be here to long
yea yea yea ill pay
when tomorrow
tomorrow comes today
___________
the world is spinnin to fast
ill buy lead nike shoes
to keep myself tethered to the days i tried to lose
my momma said to slow down
you must make your own shoes
start dancin to the music
of gorillaz in a hapy mood
keep a mild groove on
there you go
get the cool
get the cool shoe shine
get the cool
get the cool shoe shine
get the cool
get the cool shoe shine
get the cool
get the cool shoe shine
theres a monkey in the jungle
watchin a vapor trail
caut up in the conflict beetween its brain and its tail
and if times elimination
then we got nothin to lose
please repeat the message
its the music that we choose
keep a mild groove on
________________
i just cant get you out of my head
boy your lovin is all i think about
i just cant get you out of my head
boy its more than i dare to think about
i just cant get you out of my head
boy your lovin is all i think about
i just cant get you out of my head
boy its more than i dare to think about
every night
every day
just to be there in your arms
_________
its getting late and were both tired
driving that akward trial
paying half atention as ur pointing the way
but our thoughts were racing double the time
you told me your stories
i told you mine
but theres so much we neglected to say
driving back home
i had to turn around
there was soemthing i needed to ask you
why cant i just spend the night
its cold outside and theres no place else i can go
and it feels so right
why cant i just spend the night
well keep our cloths on and
well leave on the light
only if
you like
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Saturday, December 9, 2006

my zwinky's
i didnt draw them, i made them at zwinky.com




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uhm random
mini moni

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Friday, December 8, 2006

b gave me the link to this i havent watched it yet

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