Friday, November 10, 2006

LMAO

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Sunday, November 5, 2006

   HAHAHA

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

   OMG MURDOC IS SO FUNNY AND GROSS AT THE SAME TIME
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Monday, October 30, 2006

   a song i wrote i want you guys TO COMMENT please
transparancy
Current mood:missing him
Category:Music


this is a song i wrote today in math

its called transparancy



Transparency

like a ghost

like a shadow

like a zombie

dead inside until he

brings me back to life



i feel nothing

yet i see it all

deceptions lies

and the cruel

the tyrant!



managing my life

as if i was still helpless

restless

bestill my beating heart

he gives me a reason to live



so far away

yet so close

love but always a shroud of sadness

because i miss him

without even meeting him



hes my muse

were all our own boss

no one should control us

with him

i can make a difference



i have the power

over myself

i decide

whether i live

or die



theyre managing my life

as if i was still hopeless

restless

bestill my aching heart

he gives me a reason to live



but ill be here

with him

for him

not for them

not even for me



like a ghost

like a shadow

like a zombie

ill be here

in my transparancy

transparancy

transparancy

im invisible

but not to him



i wrote this thinking of b and i also wrote it in anger of my life. its a hate my life and love song

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

hehehe!
well i was living life up until october.....when the incident happened

Your 2005 Song Is

Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz "Love forever love is free. Let's turn forever you and me." In 2005, you were loving life and feeling no pain.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

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   hahhaaaha thats true i think of my stories in movie format

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

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   rosepetals
yes

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

BUT MY EYES ARE HAZEL HAHA

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

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Saturday, October 28, 2006

quiz of the week. lemme no wat you got
if ur b read other post however im not as depressed as i was

hehe this is like so true now that i think about it lol i cant live without my music

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

   im depressed and i will be for the rest of the week and the week after that until friday until i get to talk to b.
i am depressed and i shall be depressed for the remainder of the week and the next week after that unless i can talk to b before that and if i cant i wont be happy until i get to talk to him again. i wont get to talk to him this weekend because im going to my other friends house and she has an acre flat with no internet so im technically screwed but i will keep a diary for those days and tell u guys wat happend.









i miss him and im sad that i barely got to talk to him and i had two chances to but i wasnt online first chance i had he woulda been on and i woulda talked to him if my mom hadnt come to pick me up from robins early second time he was online today and i missed the chance cus he logged off and i missed him then so im even more sadd
i think if i had the privacy i would go cry and stare at his picture. but i have no privacy so i rarely get to stare at his picture









i love u b
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Friday, October 20, 2006

   quizapalooza

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

0.0 and the questions had nothing to do with this they were all about animals 0.0 how do dey no this stuff?!!!?!!?!!?!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

hahaha first on the list

Never Date a Virgo

Demanding, picky, and a total perfectionist - there's no way you want to live up to Virgo's standards. It's not that you couldn't please a Virgo... you would just hate yourself for doing it. Instead try dating: Libra, Leo, Aquarius, or Aries

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

now that i think of it all this is true lol

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

o.0

You Are 52% Shy

Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person. Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.

How Shy Are You?

very true:

You Are 68% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

oh the irony. ironic that iv never kissed before lol yet i get this o.0 XD

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

im not sure about most of that but i know the last thing is true lol

Your Rising Sign is Leo

You are confident, self-assured, and more than a little vain. And you have a flair for the dramatic - whether you're on stage or causing trouble. Your spirit can't stay in one place very long. You like to live in new places and travel the world. Cultured and sophisticated, you pride yourself on having good taste. You are an expert in art, music, food, and film.

What's Your Rising Sign?

hahahaha

You Are 65% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

now i dont know about cheerful....

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

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