Wednesday, March 14, 2007

   IM A FLYING MONKEY!
well people, at the moment i am bored.....bored to death...my grandmother asked me to stay up so i could wait to answer the door when my aunt gets here with all her shit...and i really want to take a shower and wash my hair and face... my face especially, i feel so selfconcious about my skin, specifically my forehead and the skin around my lips and chin....aparantly i'v broken out something fearce and nothing i try works, doing nothing seems to do well, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...... iv tried this facial stuf my granny gave me, i tried regular soap (didnt really test it all that much bit it not really helping), so im like WTF is a mutha supposed to do around here to clear up her skin? idk at this point im sick of feeling greasy around my nose......@_@ i feel so embarrased. so tomorrow i will try to get my granny to buy me some clearasil and some noxema face pads, those i know work for the most part.... all you need is some consistancy... i think i broke out a week ago because i ran out of noxema and clearasil so i think thats the problem, no facial scrub n stuff. i have 10$ so i will use that to buy the stuff, it shouldnt be so expensive i hope...but these are the kind of small blemishes that hurt...the small ones that like are barely there but turn red and then hurt for no reason without touching them........TTTT________TTTT...................................................so yeah i really wish i could rip off my face right now......i mean i could care less if other people have blemishes, theyre the same to me, its just when im the only one with them that really makes me actually give a damn about what i look like to other people....
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IN OTHER NEWS (besides my blemish hatred)
My week has been extremely boring....and iv tried to talk to bill more than just 30 minutes at a time but circumstances have parted us for the most part. BUT i am so excited for when he finishes his camera ^_________________^ i cant wait for new pictures. I SO EXCITEEEEEEEEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh and did i mention !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D.
i should be able to talk to him tomorrow, and my grandma said i could use her phone if i asked since she has 4,100 rollover minutes and 3,200 anytime minutes lol. so i am looking forward to tomorrow ^______________^ i really love him alot, and earlier he didnt know if i did, so if youre reading this bill, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT NOW AND NEVER FORGET :)¢¾ :)¢¾ :)¢¾ :)¢¾ :) ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾

anyway
i have to go now i REALLY want to go take a shower and WASH the days cares away ^__^.
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