Friday, March 31, 2006

   URGENT URGENT URGENT URGENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
OMFG
u will never believe me!
yesterday was the worst bad day of my life!
the world just went completely insane!!!!!!!!!!
yesterday i was so a bad kid!

what i did was basically tell the teacher that her class was boring and that she could just f*ck off!! it felt so good because i was so f*cking mad at her and the stupid kids in the class.

what happened was that when she chose our groups (the one she assigned me to had all the stupid ghetto kids and not the smart ones and the ones who get high all the time)
and no one had their paper
so they had to write down the stuff on myne and the one bitch girl who wrote it said it was now hers and she wouldt give it back. i about lost it. i cussed so fast my toung got tied, and when i went to tell the teacher, SHE TOLD ME TO GET ANOTHER ONE!!!! can you believe it? and she told me if i didnt i was being a bad student. i about lost it YET AGAIN and i said as i was walking away "THIS IS FUCKED!!" and she got mad and said i directed it at her, when i didnt (but i wouldve liked to) and then she took me in her office to lecture me, and i was so mad i about cried because she wouldnt listen to me, and then she let me go and i was going to get my stuff so i could write down on a new piece of paper, and i kinda ripped the new paper and broke a pen in half i was so mad, and she freaked out and told me to sit at the front of the class where i just glared at everyone like EVIL EVIL glaring, like my eyes were about to pop out of my head i was so angry glaring at people. ad then she said i wouldnt get credit, EVEN THOUGH I DID THE GROUP ACTIVITY, I JUST DIDNT GET THE CHANCE TO WRITE IT DOWN BECAUE SHE TOLD ME TO SIT AT THE FRONT OF THE CLASS!!!!!!!!
and when she called my dad i lost it AGAIN FOR THE THIRD TIME but this time i cried hysterically, because i was overstimulated with rage and hate and fear because i knew my parents would iether take my side or take her side and i would get in trouble iether way and i was scared what my family would say, and i didnt want to be ridiculed by the kids who got away with making my grades go down to an F!!!!!!!!!!!
i think she was scared that if she took my side the kids would do something about it to her....
i was so mad at her that if she was on fire i wouldnt even pee on her to put her out!
oooohhh i was so mad.. if it werent for that end of the year exam that was suuuper easy, then i wouldve failed the class.. anEway i gotta go iv let out all the steam iv got for now ttyl
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