Saturday, January 29, 2005

heres another poem i did
this one is called my own world


i want a world i can call my own

where no one els may enter

where my mind can wounder far & free

where my own thoughts may enter

no one els may come here

its my world,not theres

so no one can step foot in here

one one els but its creater



i did this one just today,so tell me how it is,if its good or not...
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Friday, January 28, 2005

   once agian im feeling low
i have been feeling low all day long,& not even my own mother or any other member of my family can see that
i feel that no one really cares,that no one can ever help me come out of this pain i feel
it feels as if my heart is going to break & even when i did or do open up to someone they though it back in my face & use it back at me
so now its hard to let people in but i am slowly letting them in but then it closses back up agian
i dont no if i ever will over come this ,but for a while now i feel as if im searching for something or someone that can understand me & wont let this pain i feel rise agian
so now im still searching for that something or someone & im never going to give up not at all
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

   i changed how my site looks a little bit
so hows it look?
i changed it alittle bit,cause i got board lol
but i think i like it more better then how i used to have it
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

   heres a poem of what i have done a while ago
heres a poem i did a while ago when i was feeling really low


you may think you no me
but you dont have a clue
you see me one way,thats the truth to you
you look at me as you do each day
not even realizing theres something in my way
you think i caint do it,but you dont have a clue
so the next time you see me,ill prove it to you


this was done by me when people, staff & studants at my school where thinking i could not do something,but in the end i proved them rong each time they saw me agian

& im making this poem into a goel of mine,after high school i am trying to becaome a voice actress,but some people dont think im ready for it,but im going to prove them rong one day,just u guys wait!^_^
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   im in a bit of a better mood now
i was feeling a bit low ealyer but now i am much happier but im also rather bored to,so im just gonna put some lines down from off of InuYasha lol

Aramitama governs courage
Nigimitama governs friendship
Kushimitama governs wisdam
Sakimitama governs love

when the four souls work properly in harmany,it is called Naobi & the human heart filled with good...
when one does bad deeds the four spirits energize evil & the human loses there way...
with both human & demons the soul can be good or bad

u can tell those are words from miroku & sango lol


the fang,it is the fang i seek here
once i possess it,i will be able to transform myself into a much greater power
but why must i explain,my power is what it is
i shall not always be limited thus,can it be that im afrade or is it that i dont no my own limites
perhaps i persum
the fang,it is the fang i seek here...

all this time beneath are verry own noses,or above one might say,seen but never seen,protected but never known to its protecter
a black pearl inbedded deep with your eye

& i bet u can tell these are sesshomarus words


& now im going to put one from wolfs rain lol


they say theres no such place as paridise,even if you search to the ends of the earth,nothings there...
no matter how far you walk,its the same road,it just goes on & on...
but in spite of that,why am i so driven to find it...
a voice calles to me,it sayes search for paridise...

& this is kibas words lol

now u can see how much i was bored huh
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   im just not in a good mood today...
i feel really sad & empty inside right now,i dont no how to make it any better,but i have tried to watch my faverite anime shows,but for some reason its not working right now,it just maid me even more sad,but also,im not that nuts of thinking of hurting myself...
atleast not yet anyway...
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   i caint wait till 7:30pm tonight
i caint wait till later tonight because of that new show dice.i have been wanting to see it seince they 1st showed the previews of it & im gonna record it to befor i make shure i like it because usally when i wait i end up missing the 1st epesode when it ternes out i like something,so this time im going to record it right away^_^
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Friday, January 7, 2005

   i did not go to school today
there was no school for me today because where i am is snowing
i love when its snowing
but not for my school the rest of the kids had to go because they live closser to the school & its not snowing there
& i live around an hour away from the school to ^_^
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Sunday, December 26, 2004

   my Christmas list of things i got
things i got 4 Christmas

InuYasha game 4 ps2
Yu-Gi-Oh! game 4 ps2(moves like chess)
the Yu-Gi-Oh! move
vcr/dvd combo
blank moves to record
kenshin dvds
emily calander
emily pjs
felix the cat pjs
2 pears of socks
brush
purple bear(acording to my cousin,mr. happy hands lol)
new sandles
tokyo brat doll
& gum(from my cousin ^_^)
3rd game dbz 4 ps2
but ill try to remember more later lol



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Saturday, December 25, 2004

   Happy Holidayes Everyone!
hope everyone has a wounderful holiday
i have not got to open my gifts yet but when i do open them ill put everything down that i got ^_^
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