Tuesday, July 19, 2005

i bought them!!!!
i bought both Fruits Basket & Chobits all epesodes for both
so awesome & im so happy
now i caint wait till i get them
& its only been 2 days after buying them online
im going to go nuts here
thats if they dont come soon lol
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

caint wait till later tonight
cause of Anime! new epesodes!

i also might be able to buy Fruits Basket & Chobits of this one site,so awesome
caint wait
ill have even more shows then ^_^


who thinks ive had enough,not me thats for for one
& for second i still have not had enough,ive seen up to 50 differant ones & still want more

i need more Anime!!!! ^_^
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

im hyper now
i caint keep still today,at lunch i started being hyper cause of oreas & i just want more chocolate
*looks around for chocolate*
where could it be i keep looking for more but caint find any
,i need to go but i keep looking,now im on a mission,i need chocolate! ^_^
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

how my sites doing....lol
My Statistics
Total Visits 970
Popularity Ranking # 829 (out of 30,948 active sites)
Total Members 172,219
& i have only 46 people that have signed my gb


i think people must not like me much,they hardly sign my gb,atleast they can do is say nice job on my site or something like that,how mean,owell that life i guess lol

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

today was borring
we went to see shark tales,it suckes
& o ya im still in school,summer school actally but that movie sucked,we got back to my school at 11:30AM then had lunch went to group & then are art class group,its more of a differant kind of school then a regular high school
not just anyone can get in,but they teach you just because someone has a disability doesnt mean there retarded or if someone is gay or bi,that doesnt give you the right to make fun of them what so ever
but other then that its a cool school,they teach you how the real world is & how hard it can be to get threw everyday life
& how to deal with other people when there trying to treat you like crap

look at me im really talkative right now *looks at what i posted* damn i am lol
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Monday, July 4, 2005

im back from the Anime expo convention
i had alot of fun there it was awesome
saw alot of cos playes dressed up like InuYasha,luffy & edd from Full Metal,& not just that i saw way more just didnt know who half of them were....
but anyway i was there for 3 & a half hours
my dad finally got me out lol
but while i was there this happand lol
me & my dad past by this Hentai stand & hes like i thought Anime was for kids?
& i said dad,you think anything animated is for kids then he responds i could get used to looking at this,then i drag him away from that stand & say,not while im here with you your not

funny & kida gross at the same time
but i went with 100 bucks & came back with 6 buckes
my mom said my room looks like a convention now
but then quickly said i should get rid of it theres to much,but i said are you kidding? you must be

but over all i had a blast ^_^

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Saturday, July 2, 2005

im doing alot better now
im doing alot better latly & my dads going to take me to this Anime convention tomarrow called Anime Expo
i caint wait to go & see whats going on,it should be so good ^_^
im hoping to find new Animes i havent seen there that i can buy
hoping there is ^_^
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Sunday, June 26, 2005

im doing alitlle better now
its alittle better latly but im still having a hard time
i still want to get out of my home that im in now,hopefully it will get better,i hate feeling like this
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Sunday, June 19, 2005

heres a poem i did just a while ago....
Darkness

im alone in my dreams
its possible to see
i try so hard to keep dreaming
reality keeps kicking in
where do i belong
i need a place i can call my own
i want to be there...
with someone who cares
ive been crying inside
it wont come out
were can i shed them
the tears wont come out
i feel empty inside
i caint find the light
im trapped in darkness
alone in dark,wheres the light?
i need to be freed
not kept on a leash....



this is a way i feel & have felt the past week,its still not going well for me righth now....i just hope it changes....
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Friday, June 17, 2005

   im still not feeling verry happy...
for the past week i have fought with my mother & even my sister 2 times now
they will not leave me alone,there treating me like shit,all i want is to be treated like anyone els
is that to much to ask?
my father & my brother have even said some hurtfull things aswell
my father & mother both had called me a retard more then i can remember
& when i try telling them whats going on they wont listin to a word i say
they just think im making it up
latly all ive ever done was go in my room,play video games & or watch tv,for me it takes me into another world where i would love to alwayes be
but sadly when reality kicks in i just wish i could stay in that other world of mine
& another place i can get away is actally at school,thats were i like to be more then my own home,for me its alot safer then this crappy home of mine....
i am going to summer school right now,but its not enough,i want to get away from my perants for good
thats why im trying my hardest to get on my own,without them keeping me back
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