Tuesday, October 3, 2006

   my day on sunday
i went to hershey park on sunday with my friend melinda and we had fun and also a very interesting experience o.o; we got on a water ride called the canyon river rapids and the sign at the beginning of the line it says "you [u]will[/u] get soaked" my friend and her mom saw the sign and they thought that it was there mislead you or something. but i have been on that ride before that time and i told them but her mom didnt listen to me and my friend ignored my warning. so anyway after the ride we were all soaked and miserable not to mention hypothermia was on its way cause of course it got cold, really cold after we got off. such is my luck..
anyway after we got off i kept on telling them "ha! told you! should of listened to me!!" and to make things worse, we didnt bring a extra set of clothes. but melindas mom had a bunch of clothes in her trunk, lord knows why. melinda was stuck wearing high water sweat pants with a hole in the crouch and i was stuck wearing grandma pants. i have never felt so emabarassed in my life! but atleast we werent wearing clothes for the whole 2 hour trip back home.
on our way home her mom got lost. some how while we were still in PA we managed to get in lancaster, PA...which was the wrong direction for us to go home...and then when we were back in maryland we also managed to be headed towards owings mills..which is also the wrong direction since we live in dundalk, maryland! we were gonna get home around 8:30-ish but we ended up getting home at 10:20pm -_- ....
but despite all that, i still had loads of fun ^^
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Friday, September 29, 2006

   grrr
today i am pissed. lastnight me and my mom had a fight. ok heres what happened. yesterday after school i went to the library with a friend to study for a quiz we have in trig today. i came home 2 minutes late and she yelled at me like i was a hour late coming home. she was lecturing me about priorties. i snapped back "oh and school ISNT a priorty?!" that made her more pissed, she cant take it when i do that. and then she went on about how i dont care about my grandfather who is in the hospital from having surgery. and again i snapped back "it just so happenes that I DO care about him!"
when i came to the living after getting ready for school, my mom was on the couch watching tv, but as soon as i came up (my room is the basement) she went to another room.
more happened lastnight, but i really dont wanna talk about. im just stressed, depressed and pissed off today. people arent used to seeing me like this...>.>
*sigh* just when we were finally getting along from another fight we had two months ago...
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

   ..*sigh*...
lately me and my friends melinda and julia have been having a problem. this girl alicia stopped talking to julia close to the end of the school year last year, and now she got another friend of julias to stop talking to her. even her little half sister! and she wont talk to melinda or me no more cause we talk to julia. and alicias friend april is following alicia, april thinks alicia is the best thing since sliced bread. and now julia is REAL depressed *sigh* i feel so sorry for her T-T this is not fair to julia. as if her life is not already messed up. *sigh*...
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

   my stupidity
on sunday when i went to the nascar race in dover, de, we went to burger king after the race. when i went up to refill my cup, i tried to refill it with the lid still on...>.> wasnt very successful in doing that n_n;;;
and then two days ago while going to my 3rd period class i walked in the wrong classroom. i was supposed to be in trig but i went into a english class. but it didnt even phase me. i sat down thinking that my teacher changed our seats and we could sit wherever we wanted to for now. i also took out my binder and started the work. >.> i didnt even realize i was in the wrong class until the teacher came over to me and said "who are you? are you new?" i looked at him like oh shit...-_-
im such a dumbass >.>
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

   umm...hi..
sitting in homeroom bored as anything. i really dun wanna be in school today since my grandfather is gonna have a operation today. but my mom made me come here anyway T-T..
i dunno why im writing in this..i dunno what to say >.>
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Monday, September 25, 2006

   ...ugh....(Lol..sounds like a caveman >.>)
so tired right now. yesterday i went to Dover, Delaware for a Nascar race with my mom, 2 brothers, zach and chris, my uncle and my mom and uncles friends, brian and scott.
we had to get up at freakin' 4am and we got to the race track at 8am. brian and scott kept on wanting to get up and walk around and buy some stuff..EVERY 10 MINUTES!!! T-T so because of them my feet still hurt..(they do ALOT of walking..>.<) i just feel dead right now. ._. and school aint helping at all!
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

   grrr
i am pissed this morning. this morning did NOT go well at all. first me and my mom were fighting..like we have been for almost a month now but anyway..she was yelling at me that its my fault we were late this morning. but it was really my moms fault cause i was up and ready at 6:30am and her lazy ass was still in bed. she didnt even think about getting up until 7am. and then some other stuff happened...dun wanna talk about it.

i still dun feel loved on here ='(
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

   ....*yawn*...
bored and tired right now. im in homeroom bored and about to fall asleep. i now have something to do second period XD im a aide, i help out a teacher. and its still like i have that period off, she hardly has anything to do for me.

i still dun feel loved ='(
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Friday, September 15, 2006

   this poem describes how i been feeling lately
Black

Streaks of black
Darkness expanding
Envoloping
Taking over my view
My world
Taking me over
Making me disappear
Cutting into my body
Hurting my soul
Pierces my heart
Taking over
Over powering
Beats me down
Kills my soul Makes me want it to END
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   ....bleh..
so bored again, and once again im in the library on the computer. although i should be studying for my trig. quiz i have next period ^^; but i dont feel like it. if i fail it, i dun care. if i pass it..i would be shocked o.o *sigh* i hate math. id love it if it didnt have so many numbers >.<; and then they had to add letters in it ._. WHY did they have to add letters in it? last year i asked my mom to check my geometry homework and she just stared at it and was like "when did they add letters in math?" O.o
shows how long ago she was in school >.>
*sigh*..why am i even talking about math?!
i dunno what other random stuff i should talk about..

i still dun feel loved ;-;..
pwease send me a message..;-;
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