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Monday, February 2, 2009


Well, I'm back to my normal life again.
I'm staying up to do homework even though I'm exhausted. It's stupid, I'm writing an essay for the Simon Scholarship and I have to write about the things I've overcome and crap. Well, there are plenty of things I have overcome, but I don't think it would be wise to write about my mother's suicidal treats or my alcoholic father. Or how my family argues all the time.
So I just talked about my parents divorce and the fact that I practically grew up without my mother. And I talked about how going to college is my dream and crap even though it's something I honestly don't see the point in doing except to make my parents happy.
But whatever, just tell them what they want to hear. That's what will get me the scholarship(I think)
Anyways,
I was really angry and hurt last night, and have a better hold on myself now. I still have no idea what I'm going to do. I pretty much decided to forget about everything, but I don't know what to do next. Because I don't know if you were intentionally trying to hurt me or not.
I don't know, I just don't want for something like what happened with Jenna to happen again.
SamuraiPanda, if I was only a friend to you then why didn't you just break it off?

K, I'm not going to focus on that stuff right now. I have to focus on all this fucking homework xD Damn at this rate I won't get to bed until past midnight. Ugh. and I'm already so tried. Well, whatever. It's my fault cause I didn't do it earlier lol.
Anyways, I guess that's it.
Bye

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