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Monday, February 23, 2009

Strange thing happened.
Have you ever been so stuck with fear that you couldn't move?


Last night I stayed up to do homework. The time I decided to just go to bed at was around midnight.
Once I was in my bed, I started to feel a fear.
I'm not sure exactly why I was so scared, but I was terrified of going to sleep. As soon as I began to fall into sleep I would concentrate on something, a pain, a face, anything to keep myself awake. I was terrified, horrified. I felt that if I fell asleep then I would not open my eyes again. I kept telling myself that I was being stupid and that of course I would wake up again. But the fear would not subside. I finally went to my mom's room (something I haven't done sense I was a kid) I'm not sure what I expected her to do, but I was scared and I didn't know what else I could do. She gave me some of her medicine and it put me to sleep right away.
Just thinking about it brings back the fear, though not nearly as strong as it had been, it is still really scary.

I have no idea what brought it on, Any ideas?
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