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Sunday, April 5, 2009


Happy
I realized some things (how often do I say that? geez)lol I realized that it's not htat I don't feel for Reba, like I had thought before. When she had hurt me before, I had locked the feelings I had for her away in a little box in my heart. I think I knew somehow, too, which is weird. lol
Anyways, I still have my doubts about Reba.
Sense I know that a few weeks before we started dating again she had slept with Jenna.
So it's obvious that she still has feelings for Jenna. And I know Jenna still is in contact with her. I wouldn't be so worried except I know how Jenna acts, and I know that if Jenna and Reba were alone in a room Reba wouldn't resist.
So now I'm just trying to keep Jenna away. xD
I asked Reba if she was done with her and she said yes. But then Jenna texted her so... yeah.
But it's okay, because we're going strong.
She says I'm "different". ha ha ha, not that I actually believe that. But i guess it helps to unlock that box.
Nic's not very happy with me, nor I with him.
He says that I'm an idiot because I'm doing something that we both know will hurt me later on. He decided to "punish" me for it by telling someone one of my secrets. Which is why I'm not happy with him. I would never do that. Even if we became arch enemies I would still keep his secrets. Ugh. I talked to him about it and he said sorry and I told him I forgive him. But still I'm not going to tell him more of my secrets any time soon.
But yeah, despite all this, I actually am a lot happier. :) ha ha ha.

In about two weeks I'm going to Disney Land with the choir!! And then in May I'm going to San Antonio with the band! I can't wait. lol
I still have to pay for the Band one, but it'll work out some how.

This last week was my spring break xD It was a lot of fun. I hung out with friends and Reba a lot. But tomorrow it's back to school. Oh yeah!
Remember how I was thinking about doing to yale? I decided that it doesn't matter if I do or not. I mean I'll still apply and all that crap, but I think I'll go to a smaller school. :P

hmmm, I guess that's it for now.
Bye-Bee~

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