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Monday, May 4, 2009
How would you define yourself?
I am indecisive,
I don't hold many grudges, but the few I do hold are strong.
I am weak, and yet strong.
I am paranoid.
I am afraid of being trapped,
and of being alone.
And yet I am almost always alone,
and am trapping myself in obligations.
I hate you,
because I love you.
I want to be important to others,
but am too afraid that no matter how hard i try,
I will never be missed.
I am envious of outgoing people,
because I am shy.
I want to be different,
and yet I want to belong.
I want to be loved,
but I want to stand on my own.
I'd rather be told that the whole world hates me,
than live a lie and have them "love" me.
I want to sing on a stage, as no one other than myself.
But I don't know where to get started.
I'm a hypocrite.
Hypocrites are what I hate most.
I have been mentally preparing myself for my father's death since I was just a child.
I hate my father,
and yet I want his attention.
I miss my father,
but I would rather miss him than see him drunk.
I miss you,
but I realize I have nothing to miss.
I want to tell my story,
but who would care about it?
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