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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Okay, I know that no body reads these anymore and nobody cares,
but I'm fucking stressed and don't know where else to go.
The first person in a long time that I actually really like, someone who actually makes me feel again, who makes me happy, and hopeful, is being stolen away from me by the very "friend" I confided in about my feelings for him. What the fucking hell?
Does she not realize how much I want this? How much I fucking need this?
It's so messed up for her to do this...
And it doesn't help that my sisters have moved away, my brother hardly talks to me anymore, and all my friends are drifting away. Sure, take away the only places I feel I belong! Fuck!
One of my closest friends, someone who I truly cared for and need, has drifted away from me, and now? he has replaced me with someone else.
If there is no room for me between them, if there is no room for me in my house, if there is no room for me at school or in the band I used to love, then where the fuck am I supposed to go????
I can't be alone, I'm not like all those fucking people who claim to be so strong. No, okay? Without others, I fall deeper and deeper into depression, because my reason to live is to live for others! So if no one needs me, then why am I here? What do I do?
I'm failing at everything that I "try", but of course that's expected, seeing as I'm afraid to truly try, to truly put my all into something.
When was the last time I put my all into something???? What the hell is wrong with me?!
I'm so fucking sick of everything here!
I can't stand this anymore.
Where do I go from here?
What the hell am I supposed to do?
-Angel
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